I'm not sure if my social skills are still working.I rely on a few online friends to alleviate this anxiety.Whenever the anxiety gets worse, I send them some money.It's too weird, and it seems to be aggravating the anxiety.
I have strayed too far from the normal course of life. Every time I look at it, it looks like a piece of s**t.Lots and lots of interlinked debuffs that fill my life and make it worse
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For I so loved the world, that I gave My theory and method, that whosoever believeth in Me should not be oppressed, but have a liberated life. /sarc