dissociated and detached
trouble processing
sleep deprived and s**t
exhausted all the time and only 41.
only going to get worse with age.
no clue how the f**k to handle a dumpster fire "job", s**t.
i am so f*****g pathetic.
bloodwork (exception, four things, that are barely outside the standard reference range), normal.
41 ftm, chinese, 5'3, 113#, aspergers and clinical depression clinically diagnosed, live alone, single, no children, "parents" been dead for a longfuck time, one minimum wage dumpster fire "job".
surreal