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30 Oct 2007, 5:05 pm

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You can tell evil from good, do good.

I try to. An impressive post, thank you.
I'll try to avoid those dark places.



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31 Oct 2007, 2:28 am

It sounds awful what the landlord's daughter is doing, especially when you have the legal right to live in the apartment in peace, and you are meeting your financial obligation to them flawlessly.
I hope things are going well. I haven't been on WP for a while...and it seems a lot has been going on...I'm still recovering from the shock of the sad news...

By the way, I think writing a book is an awesome idea!! !! You're such a talented writer...I think your voice is much needed in the literary world...When the book comes out I will definitely buy several copies for myself and for my friends. You got our support...go for it! :)



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31 Oct 2007, 4:25 pm

sunnycat wrote:
It sounds awful what the landlord's daughter is doing, especially when you have the legal right to live in the apartment in peace, and you are meeting your financial obligation to them flawlessly.
I hope things are going well. I haven't been on WP for a while...and it seems a lot has been going on...I'm still recovering from the shock of the sad news...

By the way, I think writing a book is an awesome idea!! !! You're such a talented writer...I think your voice is much needed in the literary world...When the book comes out I will definitely buy several copies for myself and for my friends. You got our support...go for it! :)


Thanks sunny and nice to see you back. :)



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02 Nov 2007, 6:10 pm

I feel as if I am in hell. How is it something that is maybe so small can drive me to want to kill myself? I have not felt so bad in a long time. My mother almost called the police as she couldnt reach me. Truth is, I am at my minds end.

She came to visit me to try and sort out with the landlord either getting where I am now decorated or putting me in another apartment in time for when my friend comes to meet me.

He showed us the apartment upstairs that has just been decorated and said I could have it if my mother paid a little extra per month.
He told me to let him know the next day.
I did a last check that all my housing assistance was being paid then gave a message to his son the same night that I would take it.
I also went in to see landlord next day, but he was not available of course.

My heart sank and I guessed that his daugher had disagreed with his decision (she owns the property and he is retiring soon)
I got my hopes up so much. I thought finally I will have somewhere nice I can sit and relax.

I went in again today to see if the landlord was there.
She came down...his daughter. She walked past and i heard her ask the barman 'what does she want?'
she then asked me if it is true I threatened to smash her face in.. I said that was ages ago. And she said 'you're lucky you're still walking'.
She told me id better get my ass out of bed early if I want to see her father and that I dont have a right to go in there whenever I want.

I left crying and cried for hours and so felt like ending it as I felt like a worthless piece of s**t the way she spoke to me, and the way people keep making promises they cannot keep.
It hurts so much.



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03 Nov 2007, 8:51 pm

Graelwyn wrote:
I feel as if I am in hell.
... It hurts so much.
We are in hell - some say hell is other people.
But please don't end it; Graelwyn, you were one of the people who were nice to me when i found Asperger's and WP, I thank you for that. You are such a good person who deserves to be treated with kindness and consideration; you deserve a good, peaceful place to live, and I hope to God you get it soon.
My heart goes out to you; I wish I could help more.