i am doing better but still not really any real improvement

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im doing better , but im still horribly unwell. the fact is i dont think i can hold up under a constant state of nuerounhealth.

nightbender,

Please try to think more positively. This probably doesn't make sense to you, so you will have to just trust us when we tell you thinking negatively only makes things worse.

You may feel like crap. But in that crappiness is hope and healing. Put in the effort to find it and you will. Do you like hydrotherapy? It does me wonders when I'm feeling bad-- to take a bath or shower.

When you feel horrible, make a list of all the things that have either helped you in the past or are helping you now. Look at that list and feel grateful. The simple act of gratitude will give you insight into other things to add to that list, things you haven't tried yet. And there you go, you're thinking positively again.

please try

i wish i could but i cant i have dopamine nerve injury wich is responsible for thought i simply cant change anything.


also i talked with my my she said that it wasnt the drugs that hurt me it was my ideas about the drugs that did it. my mother is completley irrational and has the intellectuall developement of 7th grader. the things theri telling her in her holistic college dont help because these very high end metaphyiscal concepts and she takes them as literal and concrete. she never took any advanced science courses.

showers are good donbt last long

you need a good downpour in your soul my friend. i felt like this a month ago and wanted to gouge my eyes out and cut my arms with razor blades. then i went for a walk and beheld a beautiful mountain coverd in timbers, with a mild breaze kissing my face i suddenly relized "it wasnt this bad"

true story

my mom just threatened me

she said you better shut up or will make other ararangements for you and not take you home.

how old are you? where would your mom send you? is there any way you can move out ? thats what you gotta do is what it seems like. trust me the old saying rings true, you cant pick your family but you can pick your friends, but for aspies its more like you cant pick your friends either

i gotta stop reading all these depressing storys of stuff i went through as well with my family. moving out should do you some good

27 feel 17

technically i am moved out
my case manager got me a great apartment one that costs virturally nothing

problem is my dad comprised my recovery thus compromising my independant living ability
so im dependant on them for everything

they also threathened to cut me off or force me into something else or do something not good

my brain spasms and hurts all other manner of unholy s**t and their ahve been complaints

so it seems like you have a case manager, i know there almost always useless (i've had more than a few) but really they should be able to help you out more than what they are currently doing. what kindof case manager is it? i guess im just having a hard time understanding how to help you. you defintley dont want to live in a group home though, they'll take all your ssdi and give you like 5 minutes to masturbate alone if your good. f**k that

exaclty

i have 3 casemangers one with the county mental health agency, one with the state ddd and one with aparment

i know groups home suck


i told my case manger here with the apartment and he said a nuerologist

my health was prerequiste for evertyhing

nightbender, what's up?

Are you keeping in touch with the disabilities rights attorneys? Are there any parks nearby you can go to? It would be good to get outside for some fresh air, sun and exercise.

not good family is becoming a problem, cant do nothing right

If your family is a problem, why don't you go back to your apartment... Or are you there already? I know you said the neighbors had complained about you. You can be careful to be quiet, can't you? I'd really like to hear about your apartment. Have you thought about fixing it up just the way you want? Is it a studio or one bedroom and do you have a nice view or what? Do you cook?

Do you have a camera? I purchased a small digital camera last year and love it. It gets me outside more often....because I love taking pictures and then looking at them afterward on the camera.

i had meeting with my casemangers wich my parents butted in on. they ended up taking over the meeting, making it about them giving unnnecesacary information and making me look like a jackass and 'tard. They put some conditions on me and i coulnt say anything. They said that recovery wont happen over night but expected me to perform at a lvl i wasnt really ready for. The problem is noone but me and a few others really understand how damaged i am, especially since i speak and present well.

i had meeting with my casemangers wich my parents butted in on. they ended up taking over the meeting, making it about them giving unnnecesacary information and making me look like a jackass and 'tard. They put some conditions on me and i coulnt say anything. They said that recovery wont happen over night but expected me to perform at a lvl i wasnt really ready for. The problem is noone but me and a few others really understand how damaged i am, especially since i speak and present well.

nightbender,

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