Everyone was right about me...

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All, I remember growing up was being told how horrible a creature I was. I heard mean, hateful, selfish, stupid, fat, & ugly. And to top it off, one of my aunts turned to my mom in front of me & said I was just a piece of excrement who'd never amount to anything.

I hate when people are right. I wish I'd never been born. Maybe the world would be a better place.

The world would be a better place if people didn't go around calling other people mean, hateful, selfish, stupid, fat, and ugly, or calling them pieces of excrement that would never amount to anything.

The only problem I see here is these people's nasty attitudes. It's no reflection on you whatsoever. You're great I'm certain.

^^Yaye greetings tomboy4good. I am very certain that you are not horrible and mean and hateful and selfish and stupid and fat and ugly. ^^ I am sure that you are very lovely. ^^ Indeed, I believe this is very interesting as I believe that, perhaps by "admitting" that you believe that you are horrible implies that your are very worried about being horrible - and thus care greatly about the feelings of other individuals and how your actions may upset them.

I am very sorry if I am not very helpful for you. I do hope that you feel happy and blessed very soon *Blesses*

I don't think they are right. Not many people deserve to be regarded so lowly.
The world would be a better place if all the people who have committed horrendous crimes didn't exist. I highly doubt you're one of those, so it is likely that you have at least not made the world any worse a place.
In the end though, you know yourself best. Don't let anyone influence how you view yourself. You have the backing of the ones who understand.

That's fine. I was just making out that it is likely that there are many people of a much lower stature than the OP.

Thanks everyone. I just grew up in a place where no one liked or wanted me. My birthmother kept my siblings, but not me. Once I was adopted, all I ever heard was that I was a mistake...that my entire existence was based on a mistake, & that adopting me was the biggest mistake my adoptive parents ever made. They were perfect...especially my mom. I couldn't even please her by doing dishes the right way. And she'd smash all the ones I washed or dried in front of me....screaming that I was a horrid useless creature the whole time. I had no siblings. But my parents got a dog who they loved dearly. He could do no wrong....I could do no right, & constantly was reminded of that fact. I had no friends, but bullies loved to hurt me (still do). No one had kind words for me...not one that I can ever remember, though I do remember all the things that people said against me. The majority can't be wrong in this case. I just see an ugly useless piece of garbage when I catch glimpse of my reflection. It's difficult to find anything good to say about myself.

The majority you mention is not the majority of the world's population, since you haven't met them. You say yourself that they didn't like nor want you. That's their problem, and it would have been difficult to change their thinking.
I think you need to find new people who are understanding and supportive, and that will start to change your views, it did mine.

The world is s**t to me. Everyone is screwing each other over.

Thanks to those who offered me such nice words. I really appreciate them. Like I said in another posting, most times I can't see the beauty for the beast. Feeling a little less sorry for myself though I still have no clue what I can do to fix my current disaster. I don't really feel qualified for life, let alone a job.