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My recent hospital visits here in San Francisco gave me still more official bad diagnoses about my condition.
I was told that I have a heart murmur. th
hat is one I was"t told before .
I was aldo told my " kidneys are seventy damaged and near end-stage. You may soon have to go on dialysis. " I had been told of the l I kelihood of being on dialysis before. but not near end-stage . They also said .my anemia is getting worse. if I do not get treated I may require a blood transfusion for it .
This is on top of the established CHF. COPD. etc.
Frankly, what I am thinking is that I WI return to Sant Cruz-Hollister. if I'm going to be tied to a doctor I might as well be where my books. etc. are in storage ' maybe I could get a plan a and have those books. etc. near me - rather than being stuck in this shelter in San Francisco. at least the books are there

However. there's little-to no homers stuff in Santa Cruz this time of year. But, maybe I'd get something - and could get the books etc. near me. and finally get those things I inherited from Bruh sent to me . If. that's if, I don't have much time left. at least - I hope ' I could make use of the books. etc. in my last.months.
Also, I'm suffering and of pain/discomfort when I walk. much of the time . And when sitting. too .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Heart murmurs can be harmless sometimes.

There are people who live on dialysis for years. I’m not saying it’s a great thing. It sucks.

I wonder if “end stage status” might make it easier to get housing. You could read your books in your home between dialysis sessions.....or even during dialysis sessions if that happens.

...Yeah, maybe . You think the kidney status could help me? There's little homeless stuff this time of year in Crux. I meant.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Hopefully the Doctors can give you Documentation on all of your Medical Diagnoses, so that it may help move you up the "housing list" if you show it to the appropiate people.

It must be absolutely exhausting carting around an oxygen tank (for your COPD) while you are homeless. I hope you find somewhere more permanant soon.

Please keep your inhalers with you at all times. I have to carry them everywhere to.

Have you got yourself into treatment for all of the conditions you've stated? I hope you follow up on your health, and then hopefully get into half decent housing.

...It just HURTS DO MUCH when I get out of bed and get upright/go to the bathroom/ wash;change clothes. It's just so difficult .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Look at his sig.

...I'm at Subway and I've overly treated myself to a bunch food and I'm listening to Nat " King " Cole singing forieign-language versions of his hits and I'm going to go to that lawyer place. which is near. afterward for needed follow-up (I do do things for myself but I speak of them little enough here that maybe people don't quite see that I do them)

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

You are usually saying how unable you are to do things by yourself.

...The above was meant to be part of a post
I put it up do I could do something else on the phone and not lose if, I was going too add to it. However. since comment was made....And I plan to go to the RR after that, calling 911
Perhaps I will get going to the library to trnre my lost card and to thst little bit of grassy park at City Hall to get dome dun (sigh) before I call. too.
My lower back/spine/whatever has just hurt:(
. and he.pered me SO much that I think I'm justified. I prepared the ground last night. Actually, I'm not as bad when going out walking, the during the day - but It'd be worse once I'm back in the shrlter - say. when getting up and bathroom/dressing/etc. in the morning - perhaps my kidneys are one factor .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

It's great that you're consulting a Lawyer for assistance with the 'windfall' and finding appropriate secure accommodation, where you won't have to keep buying new mobile phones.

...It's not as optimistic as ED puts it - zi was not making any attempt to get housing with laeyers,and the lawyer thing's not going too optimistically at this moment .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!