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I have been depressed for a while but yesterday I realized that dwelling on my loneliness was making me feel that way. I'll meet someone someday, maybe sooner than I think. My friends on WP helped me realize that and I thank them for it!
Anyway, I had fun at my brother's house. He rented Manhunt 2 and we played it on my PS3. I had no idea it was going to be so gory!
I see now the reason they had to recall it and tone the gore down to an M rating, but it was still pretty bad. We got a lot of good laughs though, especially with the axe and the revolver. 
What was Manhunt 2 originally going to be rated?
13 Apr 2008, 2:20 pm
I felt a major connection to her, and it is extremely rare for me to have that type of connection to anybody.
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13 Apr 2008, 2:26 pm
I have been depressed for a while but yesterday I realized that dwelling on my loneliness was making me feel that way. I'll meet someone someday, maybe sooner than I think. My friends on WP helped me realize that and I thank them for it!
Anyway, I had fun at my brother's house. He rented Manhunt 2 and we played it on my PS3. I had no idea it was going to be so gory!
I see now the reason they had to recall it and tone the gore down to an M rating, but it was still pretty bad. We got a lot of good laughs though, especially with the axe and the revolver. What was Manhunt 2 originally going to be rated?
It was orginally AO, adults only. It had such graphic violence that they had to recall it. There was also one level where you go into a theater and a censored porno is playing. They probably had to recall it to censor that as well. You can still see the gore but the screen gets distorted when you stealth kill an enemy, it was probably clear in the AO version.
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13 Apr 2008, 2:57 pm
It's not really a bad thing. I still feel sad when I remember Starbuline. Most of the time it doesn't happen, but it can happen.
She was one of the most prolific posters on this site. She had over 8000 posts. She was very nice, and many of us on WP liked her very much even if she didn't think so. She killed herself. There is a stickied tribute thread in her memory in the haven.
There's more to the story but I might get in trouble if I tell it. It was a very sad moment, though. It's kind of spooky, I just checked and it's already been half a year since it happened. It seemed more recent than that. I didn't realize that there are now so many people here who don't even know who she was.
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13 Apr 2008, 8:53 pm
10 (best I've felt in a long time)
I think my depression is finally turning around. Friday and yesterday I was so depressed that I couldn't even do my homework. Yesterday evening however as some of you may have read, I started seeing things differently and started feeling better. Today as I worked, ideas for my research paper just poured onto the keyboard and before I knew it the paper was done. I still have more ideas. Luckily the instructor is going to ask for another page or two. I'm getting my confidence back. 
Also, there is something else that happened to me today. I admitted to myself my feelings for someone I care about, I truly love her. I've never met anyone that has as much in common with me. She makes me so happy, even when I'm down. Despite the way I feel about her, certain circumstances may keep us from becoming more than friends. I don't want to tell her how I feel because I don't know how she feels about me and I'm afraid that if she knows she won't have anything to do with me anymore. It's strange, if I had this realization yesterday while I was still depressed, I doubt I could ever have recovered from it. But now, despite all this, I'm happy just to have been able to meet her and talk to her, so much so that I'm smiling as I type this. I just want her in my life, even if it's only as friends.
Didn't mean to get all mushy on you guys but that is what I feel in my heart.
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