scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I'm really tired, but I'm working as much as my tiny mind capaicity (because I'm really tired) can, which is good

3 I think I'm letting people's self righteous derogatory bafflegab get to me. I think I should just avoid getting it in with them and take more time with the ppl I do care about.

1

I've had a severe headache all day. It's gone but I still feel groggy and plus I have to study for my Psychology exam tonight.

UUUGGGHHHH!! !! !! !! !

3 A little better now.

1 completely alone again "as though that were new* and still have a f*cking headache and the pills for it I took are making me drowsy.

Still 3.

2 Not sleeping again and outta it.

0 Feel real stupid as I have my whole life. Can never relate to anyone except 2 ppl which I'm grateful for. Not suicidal but I don't know why go I on if I can't contribute or do anything that makes a living in this so-called society.

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I ran into one of the b*****s from that god forsaken s**thole known as school yesterday, and the instant she saw me she started smirking at me. Which probably means she and her dips**t friends are still continuing their anti-me campaign.

And also, I hate never being accepted among anyone, even aspies. I hate it how people will use ANY reason to hate me and push me aside. All I want is to be part of the group, is that so much to ask?

-9

so alone...

must try not to exist...

i would be much better off...

not existing...

so alone...

0

Meh.

1 I made a family member angry without trying to. I didn't even know it. I'd apologize but they always act like the universe revolves around them so why bother just like most things? They're not actually going to listen.....it's going to go through one ear and out the other everytime.

^ Some people just won't listen. The best thing you can do is just let them believe whatever delusions they believe. *hugs*

4

My first exam is only 3 and a half hours away now.

-6

looks like I will be beginning a nasty divorce fight soon. My wife kept saying she wants to settle amicably out of court, but then showed up with a nasty lawyer to 'negotiate' for her. She seems to have been dreaming I would deal with that pleasantly and out of court?

also worried about getting my degree, seems like one course might be a problem, and if I dont get credit for it I do not know if I will try to finish. maybe I can transfer my 119 credits to a remote learning institution??

and job hunting is not going so great either.

The sun will come out tomorrow.....

-5.

Just not in a good mood right now.

0 I don't know what to think, about anything.