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If someone was having a really severe depression outburst, I'd stick by them and help them get through it. I was( and I have to use WAS) friends with someone on here that left at the drop of a hat because of my depression. If said friend was going through said depression, I would stick by them no matter what the cost, trying to help them through it.

That, my friends is what a true friend does; they stick by you.

Fair weather friends OTOH leave and never look back.

Gods, I effing hate people who do that!

I am angry that my sister is copying MY sense of style and just when I feel I am ready to look like I am at college, I now feel like a 13-year-old girl!! !

I want to die. My life will never have meaning. I will never be independent. I am an idiot. I wish I had the means to kill myself but I don't. I am screwed. I'm going to smoke a cigarette. Good night.

So close, yet so far away.

Sooo far away.

i bought a bag of jelly beans today.
there were 49 jelly beans in it.
17 were black aniseed jellybeans which i hate.

tell me why i should continue living!!

what a disastrous disappointment !

oh well...tomorrow is an "other" day.

AAAARGH I can't post an image in another thread because I need at least 5 posts. I don't know what I'm going to do >:(

because from now on you could go to a candy store and buy bags instead of only the color jelly beans you like best.
i'm hoping you have other reasons to keep living though .. if it all hinges on jellybeans your life must be quite fragile



i guess that really was a rant and not an excuse for a fifth post because you have five exactly so must not have immediately run away to post that important photo.

hm.
i'm amused enough now i don't even remember what i was going to rant today, which i guess is good ..

Life officially has returned to despising me.

I have a romantic weekend planned and I feel too fat and ugly to enjoy it. It's like I'm going back to my teenage years when I could never have a good time because I was too conscious of what I looked like. It's annoying that it's affecting my relationships into my mid twenties.

Why must I always be alone?

Why can't I find any friends my own age who live in the area and who are properly on my wavelength?

I don't know why I even bothered to try and break out of my routine of isolating myself from the rest of the world like I usually do.

i don't know what's making me sneeze, and so i can't banish it from my home.

i suspect it's something in my heat vent. so it's sneeze or freeze.

Why. Is. Everything. So. Damn. Difficult??! !! !! !! !

The difficulty of everything is the biggest contributor to my suicidal thoughts.

*stomps off sulkily muttering about how I'm going to live in a cave in the mountains just as soon as I find one with internet access*

you don't control my life any more.
i'm stronger than that now.
get used to it.

Stupid people should NEVER and I mean NEVER tell me to not speak my mind, it is one of the HUGE things that really gets on my peeves and yano, when I took a week break, tbh it felt like a damn relieve.

Call me a troll, call me a sockpuppet, call me whatever but all of these don't stop me from completely speaking my mind and if you want to ban me, well I don't give a major damn because I don't want this addiction to forums anymore

Why can't stalkers leave me the f**k alone?