done just done could really use a hug.

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I wish i got out more, this room is a prison. I enjoy work during the day but its only 2 weeks every 3 months. though after work there is the worry i did wrong. I was happier in highschool where i had friends. every day after school we would hang out til 11 when i'd go to sleep. we hung out all weekend long. I went from having constant socializing to having none. I wanted a gf back then too but it didn't bother me much though I was super shy and not too romantic interest back then.

When you're having sex:

If you feel like you're about to climax, just squeeze your "member" a little bit., especially toward the bottom of it. That acts to bring your semen back, so you could delay orgasm.

I should know: I've been "premie" at times; I've successfully solved that problem using the above method.

You could also play with her clitoris at the same time (gently, of course, and with refinement)>

I've done it quite a few times.

When I make love, I don't usually have to do stuff with my hands, unless she really wants that. To some women, doing stuff with your hands and feeling your "loving" together could be distracting, taking the enjoyment away. It's like watching TV and listening to the radio at the same time.

If your hands are free, you could certainly do what I described--and continue "loving"--and maintaining balance.

felt okish two days ago, showered and cleaned my room.

feeling down now though.

holidays suck.

feels like women just keep moving the goal post.

I won't ever bee good enough so why shouldn't I just end my life?
why do i bother trying to find work at all.

When women move the goal posts, you have to move the football.

You'll get to the goal line soon.

Do you like football?

I don't like any sports. I have watched NASCAR on and off bu tcan't sit through sports due to my ADHD. I would consider getting meds, but it seems they are addicting and there is a shortage currently so I could get on them then next month can't get any and suffer withdraw. only to find more the month after


as for the goal I don't think so . I will never be w well off or middle class person. no job I find will be acceptable and I won't make more then 100 a month after bills and loans. if even that.

so I am working to put myself into slavery where I don't make any money and might lose some. So i work 40 hours , make no money, and it won't make me any appealing to women.

I really should die, but that isn't a option either yet.

You're 6 foot 4, man. I don't have your height; I'm 11 inches shorter than you. This is more to your advantage than you think! I don't know too many women who would date somebody shorter than them. My wife is about my height. You could date women as tall as 6 foot 2 at least!

I wish there was a way you could get out of your mindset. I forgot where you live--but I believe it's in a western state--maybe central California? If I actually met you in person, I could probably offer better advice.

You're a young guy. You have many years to go before it's a lost cause.

and back to feeling that I shouldn't post.

Please continue to post.

why? it appears to just make others mad at me.



has anyone else trained themselves not to smile and/or feel happiness?

was made to feel terrible today by a extremist christian at work today. I don't want to go back, but have 3 weeks left :'(

anyone one to talk? this is the only place I can now. Is it cause I reusing the same thread? I feel bad making bunch of threads in haven