scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10 thanksgiving is cancelled due to an emergency.

-10 I'm mad.

I am now in a very bad mood. In fact, I'm sitting next to a fan, and it isn't cooling me down. we went to Luby's cafe for lunch, and I found scensory frustration there. Coudn't enjoy my food or taste it as much as I wanted, and it cost 12 dollars! My brain was giving plenty of attention to the racket from the crowd instead of to my mouth. Some brat kept makeing thumping sounds on the seat infront of us. Some women kept cackling on occasion. These sounds stood out more from the mumbles of crowd chatter. Waiting in a long line was annoying enough. Especialy when nobody hears me! It was annoying.

I went into the bathroom, thinking I could have a breath of silence, but was mistaken, as two annoying adults coo talked a baby who also hated the coo talking. Why they kept annoying her is beyond me. I sat back down, and we eventualy left. I wasn't in the mood for chatter, but mom shared an interesting topic on the way home anyway. Which calmed me down a little.

Then I happened to get online and found a youtube video where a kid slipped and was then hanging and choking a little. Stupid female next to them just patted them on the arm and laughed harder, which I think is cruel. So yeah, I'm feeling HOT today!

Oh! And might I add, that yesturday. I went to the mall to get a hair cutt, desperatly trying to get rid of the greesy looking due I had. I took a @#$ photo to the hair cutter, and she gave me ..... a short version of what I wanted to get rid of! I hate this hair due! It's so embarasing! It looks nothing like the photo! When will some of them listen to me, and GRASP that I don't want to look butch anymore!

*getting tired of people calling me 'sir'* Does this hair style look particularly bad in my work uniform? You bet your butt! grrrrrrrrrrrr. *feels like killing someone*

0 grandpa's passed.

^ I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you're ok.

3.
Going to a concert.
People, noise, bright lights.
Why am I doing this?

Im a 6 today...


got my chrisco ( christmas hamper ) order last night....kids had so much fun opening the boxes not sure where to put all the food.

Might be a 2 later.......

Taking the kids to the local Show tonight for show bags, rides etc.
Loud music, crowds, lights, stress of watching 3 kids in a crowd, dirty public toilets etc. 12 year old daughter also an Aspie will want to come but she will have a melt down after like me. So 3 kids fighting in the back seat driving home....the two NT children like to "push her buttons" as she really fires up after an outing.
Note to self remember the valium....

this is...the last time i'll ever have christmas in my childhood home. my parents are selling the house this summer... i'm not entirely sure if they realize the effect this is having on me. *grabs wall* don't leave...please.... *wipes tears* oh, great not this again.

-4
I had wait in queue in the bank for long time, and then the electricity went off. So i left, spent all that time their for nothing.

-10 sick. got to make funeral arrangements and don't want to. all i wanna do is lay in bed. why can't this be put off till the next day?

Zero.

MissConstrue, you have my sympathy. I hope you will be okay. We are all here for you. *hugs*

5

Doing alright I guess.

A pretty normal day, I give it a 4.5.

1 I think I've stopped crying..comes and goes. Still sick but trying to get stuff done. I really don't want to walk in the cold just to get to a thrift store. It's all slippery and sleek out.

Ditto.

As for me... -7. I've been pretty down on myself lately. The fact that I let my temper get the worst of me today didn't help...

I feel like I drive everyone away. I've been living under the false impression that I can keep friendships with people. I'm tempted to stop trying.

3
About to be laid off, not sure when the axe is going to fall.
But - it feels more like freedom and opportunity than chaos and destruction.
And if I lose my house....I guess I'll just be like the rest of America, right?

10- but people on this board can't stand me being happy and successful. You know who you are. My art show went better than expected but I won't go into details because of this person who gets "depressed" and "annoyed" at my happy comments. Very stupid, don't you think?