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i am getting a lead apron.

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Ahh, dammit all!! I'm about to drive myself crazy with this game we're making in class.

It wouldn't be so bad if that guy that is doing the level design would actually work instead of socializing with other classmates. The other members of our team can only do so much without his help.

99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 I was just accepted into Princeton University art show! Over 500 people were rejected and I was accepted! I am no longer depressed, as I am the Famous Artist! I am in other shows as well! All over the nation because I am just that famous. If anyone wants my autograph, its $1,000 without a picture. The 2 pictures that were accepted were the Beluga whales and the moose. Then other places wants my originals. I must draw more! The only problem is when I draw lately, my hand starts to hurt like heck. There is this place that wants my art that a lot of famous people go to! My art value will go sky high soon. A picture that was originally worth $1,200 (that's how much my big ones go for) would now go for a million dollars. If you want to see the pictures that were accepted, go to my website which is in my signature. By the way, today is my birthday and I brought good luck!

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Happy birthday and congratulations for your two accepted pictures.

Yesterday I done some fitness exercises and now my back is killing me. Real bad and that kind of limits the spirit a bit but to stay on the upside.... 1

+5.5 Today I seem to have more to say than usual. That's good because I've been having writer's block for the last couple days.

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Ughhhhh!! !! All I've done today was work, and I had to get up early this morning too.

+5 Pretty good, except I have to run downtown shortly, and it's cold and miserable outside. Gotta keep the cat happy though, she'll maul me without her milk.

10- there is a possibility that a local hotel wants my art for their rooms (its not a big hotel since I live where all the cows are, I think their new building has 44 rooms) , someone bought one of my fine art cards out of nowhere (we were shipping my art to the different art shows that I was just accepted in and they loved the art so I told them about the cards and they all wanted to see them and thought they are amazing) , and I am going to be in the newspaper....again. This newspaper has done millions of stories on me already but since there is a lot of new things to tell, might as well have another story. So, I am happy. I am getting more famous by the day!

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Bad shift today. I feel like #$% now!

1st, I had to pull a double shift. 8am in the morning, to 8pm at night.

2nd, I had an unworthy frito pie for lunch. It had nacho cheese, fritos and one table spoon of meat sauce. Tasted boring to. What was way more annoying was the stupid, #@% employee kept asking me the same dam question, and made me repeat myself more than 7 times. I hate that very much! I sat in my car crying for ten minutes! I'm so tired of repeating every line to EVERY #$@% stranger I come across, every family member I talk to, EVERY @#%$ TIME! And I'm SO tired.. of being tired... of being told "Well speak up" "Well just talk louder" it doesn't matter, I never get heard, period! I mean sure... I only tried... like... my entire life to talk flawlessly the way everyone tells me! If I didn't get it yet, I'm not going to!!

3d, that stupid little girl, whome I'm very mad at, from the group that has a one hour stamp lied AGAIN. Knowing full well NOT to tell the BS stories she's been telling... knowing fully well that we get cheewed out for her doinging it! (You see the customer always believes HER first) Well, two people actualy came without money because she told them in advance they would owe nothing! (burns me up!) Cars backed behind each of these two people, and they refused to believe me. In fact they decided to be difficult with me for over five minutes or more. The result with one guy was my utter humiliation.

Some old hag behind him decided to be cold, ignore me when I appologised 5 times, because I made THAT old b***h wait. I was so mad! Not like she could have been more pissed with me over something that's not my fault! grrrrrrrrrr Mind you, this girl in question has been repeatidly told to mention it's one hour or charge to her visitors for over 3 years now. She clearly doesn't grasp her own stamp, despite it saying 1 hour!

4th, people I havn't even seen drive by calling out "b***h" or say "whatever" for no dam reason as usual. (WTF) Fake smiles then sudden frowns, as usual. Unfortunatly for me, I've been hearing it without anyone being there. Something in my brain must be broken.

5th, a car at the entrance to the garage caught fire, and I had to wait in the building a while. What sucks for me here, is the face that a couple of people naturaly just assume I'm a moron. I guess by my posture or the fact that I was just waiting (nothing more) to get to my car and go home) One guy saw me standing there and said "need help mamm" really to be annoying, because the other guy chuckled for the next reason.

The person thought I was laughing. Uhm no, I did giggle though. Wasn't laughing at the poor guy who lost his car, nore the fact that there was fire everywhere! It was a nervous laugh, and yet this one guy I talked to just felt that I was amused. God dammit!! If my father were here, he would mock laugh me. Meaning he would go "huhuh.." in a negative "you sound f*****g stupid.." way. Like I could help it! Naturaly, to add to my evening. I asked the car owner, who seemed surprisingly calm.... , "Is the fire out yet?" He didn't hear me of course. I had to repeat it 4 times. ..........*feels sad* He said "yeah." I felt bad that he lost his car though.

'sigh' .....End of my evening up to now, with a caramel star bucks, as I seem to prefer that drink on bad days.

Apparently, everyone else that works in the building can be who they are, but I do anything that pisses someone off, even slightly.. "Hey, she's being a b***h again. Let's make fun of her or act like she's stupid for the rest of the month!" And if I hear "Oh they are only human." One more time, I will promtly need a screaming moment of privacy in my car yet again.

#$&$%^ friday!

3 tired, cold, sick of the isolation.

Still miss my granny and nephew.

But had a good laugh off a funny show.

Oh man, it makes me sad to hear so many problems people have, I really hope everyone eventually gets better
*tries to hug everyone in this thread*
(:

5 the good news is that one of the art shows it wasn't San Diego but rather Hollywood! That's even better! And I might speak there! Bad news. There is this jerk on this board that is keep on shooting me down because of my so called schizophrenia that I shouldn't be a speaker and that makes me depressed. She's nothing but an a**h***. Go look and you will see a thread called "An amazing day" and you will see what I mean. Even my mom defended me and this jerk even shot her down.

^Don't let anyone stop you.




Another day at +5. This isn't bad, but I could use a little excitement here and there. It's a good thing I'm a patient person.....