scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Between 4-2 so 3 i guess.

-3 I'm sick. I don't feel that bad but I really want to be at home. And I feel really clingy and lonely

0 Am having a bad mental health time. It started yesterday evening....Need to snap out of it...

Manders: Kiss him!

Um... about a 5. Can't complain about anything, but nothing too wonderful has happened either.

5 because of the excruciating pain I am in with my teeth and right shoulder, in fact I have to take narcotic (don't worry they were prescribed by a doctor, nothing illegal here) painkillers to take the edge off (even that doesn't take away all the pain, that is how severe it is) but am super excited about going to Hollywood (am also going to San Diego for Sea World, the San Diego Zoo, and Wild Animal Park) for my biggest art show in my lifetime. This trip is truly a once in a lifetime deal because I really AM going to meet actors and other big time people. What I am hoping is that well when I am handing over one of my prints to the actors (including Hugh Laurie!) my mom takes a picture of this and puts it on my website! Who thought I would meet the actor that I like so much in my lifetime? I never thought that was even possible!

-1

Down but trying to remain hopeful. It will be easier when my med kicks in.

Maybe if I ever actually build up the courage... but it has to happen sometime..


As for how I feel right now... eh, I'd say I'm a 5ish. Had a nice evening, but I've got some concerns about tomorrow.

This week I was overwhelmed with all sorts of impressions. Most quite possitive. The painters were there still this week. Good folk but the noise was a bit 'too' for me at times. It also took away my feeling of having a save haven, a place to retreat.... but they've finished their job and it all looks very nice. (all is well that ends well, I suppose).

First week of working again, slowly getting started and getting used to it again.... A good thing also, for sure. Lots of meeting new people, a few faux pas-lets here and there, lots of talking but I already found some ways to limit that and went outside with a book in the half an hour break time. Promissed myself no coffee on this job after experiencing it Monday. Better without. (blah 3x)

So.... today (Saturday) I'm tired and not on the bright- or up-side of the scale after the previous roller coaster week. I'd say -2 but heading in the right direction, surely in the long run.

3, Was in an irritable mood just. Angry and stuff.
First off I was trying to fix this thing on my norton 360 on the computer. And I had to do this back up thing and I rang my dad to ask what the password was and he's like "you don't need to backup" and I'm like "but it's telling me to" and I'm trying to explain what the computer was saying and my das still saying "but you don't need to!" but he did give the password. took ages to work. I was getting annoyed and then my nana and grandad kept having a go at me saying "I talk to people like crap I have no respect and I'm ratty" and my grandad talks in this horrible sarcastic tone that makes me want to tare my hair out. And then next minute my grandads saying we need to go tesco to pick these photos up RIGHT NOW etc etc and I didn't want to because I was still in a frustrated mood trying to do this computer thing. I went anyway still wanting to either cry or destroy the world, did neither. just goes in tesco to the photo desk thing and theres this sign saying "assistant will be back in 15 mins go to customer service to pick up photos blah blah" I don't know where the customer service is, and I'm in a bad mood and I'm emarrassed because i'm dressed like a tramp. So after ages of standing I went back to the car, only to come out again with my grandad this time to find the assistant back on the desk so I could of waited. The photos are crap and I'm still feeling ratty. Goes back to the house, on the computer still hasnt finished backing up. Now it has finished finally.

Why is it the little things that always make me feel angry? Everyone then says I go bed too late and/or I have no respect for people. It's them that are making me annoyed all the time, just those little annoying things pile up.

+5.5 Wow, another day that I'm feeling pretty good. I'm starting to think something is wrong with me.

3. I'm waiting for an important answer and I'm quite worried and restless.

+6 I think that's a record for me. I'm amazed at what a little exercise will do for your mood. I almost forgot.

About + 2, nose bleed territory for me, so I don't know how long it will last.

7

Doing pretty good today. I feel like I charmed a young lady in class today when I asked if she wanted to be in my group for our last game project. She agreed but other than that she was speechless. But she is kind of shy though so maybe that is it. She was smiling though.

6, I'm ok at the mo
only problem is my mums got a migrane and keeps throwing up in the toilet, and that is my biggest phobia, sick. I was shaking like mad earlier on coz of it my laptop was literally bouncing on my knee!

-2. An important and difficult-to-replace file got corrupted (and was one of the few I hadn't backed up), and was stressing out as a result; got shouted at for doing this, which resulted in me losing speech and screaming, which the neighbours probably heard. Couldn't talk for the first time in weeks apart from spouting incoherent jibberish and had to resort to TTS. It had taken days just to get myself functioning well enough to open and try to work with that file.