scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-20...>_<

-3. Still feel the same but i'm eating a muffin.

6. I got my driver's license this morning! Okay, I barely passed, but it still counts. I didn't realize exactly how stressed I was about the whole thing until it was all over, and now I feel incredibly relieved. The test wasn't that hard; people have told me that but I didn't believe them. I'm glad I was able to work through all my anxiety about driving and learn to successfully do something that doesn't come naturally to me.

Not sure, I'll have to think about it.

-5, can't sleep and there's nothing to do, +3 for lack of sickness and +2 because I'm still alive.

-5. I have no muffin.

+1, i'm a toucan now.

It's sort of sad to think about, but the single only thing prohibiting me from killing myself at this very moment is the fear of making a mess. I never thought OCD would save my life.

^It's sort of awkward to say, but I'm glad you have OCD. I hope things get better for ya soon.



I'm doing OK, probably about a +5. Not much intersting to report so I'll leave it at that.

I feel s**t s**t s**t so 1. Can't seem to do anything right, have too much homework to do that's too hard.

+3. Happy enough, but bedridden (again).

0. When will this loneliness be over?

Meh, +2 ok, but could be better.

-2. Not a good start to the morning. My mother first went mad at me because I cant get my life together. I could go for a diagnosis which would perhaps help me get some independence, but my life probably would then be worse in other ways. There doesnt seem to be any way out of my problems, really.

Perhaps different problems would be better problems And you could point out the absurdity of "rolling the boulder up and down the hill" day in and out, and as such her critisisms of your life are invalid. You're life is your own, and as such it is impossible for you to do the wrong thing. You are a person, doing things, and as such your life is as "in order" as a politicians or doctors.

Thank you for your reply. It means a lot to me, I was feeling pretty bad and I think it has helped a bit, just to see that someone had written something .
It is true that I might end up with different problems and I cant be sure if they would be better or not.

I guess what I have to do is really work towards my own independence. My parents think they are doing the right thing, by harassing me to do all sorts of things but they cant see that they are harming me more than helping.

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I'm so close to having a meltdown. Maybe if I do, I'll feel better. But I have things to do--even this early in the morning--and a meltdown has to wait. I hope I don't lash out at anyone today.