Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

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Dear person beside me,

I find your voice to be greatly annoying when you dribble on the phone.


Me.

Awaken You.

Dear common sense,

Where art thou?

Signed: Good intentions.

Dear E,

You've changed a lot. I don't like this. I fear I'm losing my best and pretty much only friend.

I am sad and worried.

Me

Dear extra eyes and ears,

The answer is "no", now you figure out the question.

Welcome to my world.

Me.

Dear A,

All you had to do was to be honest with me right from the start, then I may have changed.
How could I change if you never told me what was wrong?

From me.

Dear people who post in this thread,

why don't you tell the people you're writing to in here those things to their faces? It would help a lot in msot instances.

Your friend,

Ana

Dear Privacy,

I wish I still knew what you are.

Love,

Me.

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To the faceless privacy-deprivers.

I wish you lot wouldn't be such losers yourselves - I know I'm not that interesting.

Go bully someone who's able to look you straight in the eye during your much needed self ego bloating sessions .

Me.

You,

You know, you're right. I don't feel like I have much to live for. And the once strong bonds with the very few people that matter to me, kept me going are growing fainter by the day.

I don't have a life. In the worse way possible.

A shadow of me.

Edit: And I hope you're aware of the fact of me speaking to you means. And no, it does not mean I consider you to be of any emotional importance to me.

I live with the walls. I've gotten used to living with the walls.

You,

Try as I might, I can never trust you. Whether you say A or B, it will mean the same to me.

Nothing.

Ironically, you're also a biased equation.

Me.

Dear myself.

The only thing worth living for is the fact that your family and friends would probably be sad for awhile that you killed yourself. Find something else, now.

(I'll be damned, I am in shock)
How interesting.

Screw you,
I am not leaving again, this is MY happy stomping grounds,
these are MY friends and support, if all you want to do is
stick around to try and find ways to cause me issues then have at it,
all you will do is make your self look worse and worse and like a fool,
and your actions will definitely reflect badly on her when it comes time
to revisit things in court, up yours fool.

PS: the GAL did some rechecking,
the actual no-contact order expired last august,
IT NO LONGER EXISTS.
eat that butt munch!

Dear world,
You are too loud. This is painful.
Shut up, alright?

- Me -

You (I won't say ''dear'' since you're not that dear to me)

How dare you complaint about anything that I am supposed to have done to you, after you've have f*cked up literally years of my life? How can you even shout at me again? If I were you, I would be very, very humble towards me, after what I've done to help you, in your misery. You forgot that one, didn't you? Oh no- now am I in the wrong. You used it against me, covered it up and turned it against me in all your lies, all your anger I did not diserve. Did I ever hear an apology? No. Coward, you don't even dare, I bet.

However, you still don't get it, do you. You owe me, because you have ruined so much, and I have done so well. Maybe you have recovered, I did not. No, it may seem so, but I haven't. The pain is still present. So what do you want now? You got yourself in debts, yes, don't try to hide it. I know you got yourself into it. I'm not a ret*d, give me a break. I know how you've done after all this, namely, very bad. You always tell me to make something out of my life, to do something. Did you do it yourself? You are so damn hypocritic, you accuse me of things you do much worse. Please, don't try to force your sickened views upon me. I feel sorry for you, I do. You know why? You are a loser. A real loser. You have a worthless crappy life, with no one caring except for me.

Why do I say I care? It's simply the truth. I wish I didn't.

Dear Finnegan,

I'm sorry. I won't force you to breastfeed any more. I'll try, but I'll never force you, and if your daddy is disappointed I'll just tell him that I can't help it and I'll tell him everything I tried and everything that happened. Also, when you can read and read all the stuff I wrote about you on the board I hope you don't mind it.

Love,

Mummy