My parents are gonna do something to me very soon

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I'm sorry if I'm sounding harsh here but judging from your writing you sound like your suffering from some extreme form of paranoia. Now I'm not doubting that there might be trouble in your home but it may be you escalating the problem and the overdramatizing the situation because of your paranoia. Please give specific examples of what is wrong if you want help. That's what we are here for after all.

Yeah its called post truamatic stress disorder. My therapist has trouble using emdr for it cause household is so choatic. Everything triggers the belief they are out to get me. I have gotten maid fun of all the way up and through high school. Before then I herd and witness violent events with my mom. Get I could not socialize in school cause I was truamatized. Well not much. Some how I have perfect social skills. My mom has some kind of depression where she causes trouble to distract herself from her fealings. She married husbands, one abusive the other lacking in compassion. She verbally abused them and maid them want to kill her. This belief is very exhausting. I was given abilify by my pshiatrist. I won;t take it. f**k you doc. Not unless I am real desperate. I can cope through other means but will it ever stop? Allow to have friends relationships leave me alone in general.

no paranoia
just an overdramatic writing style
they talk alot about placing me somewhere.
my brother out and outright threatened me that if say the wrong thing, he ll see to it im confined

if anything their is a lack of paranoia,

how do i plan to leave without ever having to have contact with them again

There will be a time,if they are on there death bed. If they are doing what you say they are there issues are going to do themselves in to somewhere bad. Death or may bad life in general. I knew my sister issues would hurt her for me eventually. She hurt my mom, tried to kill her, that is not what I was looking for. In fact maybe some help. She said she will do it again. She will try to pop her implants, they are full of salt water.

change my mind for now

Hyperion, If I read you right, you live in an abusive household and need to get out. If you are 20 something you can do it. Do you have relatives that you can trust? Could you confide in them and get some support? A place to stay? It is doubtful that your brother can have you locked up for something you've said. Why don't you start looking for that person, a relative, friend, doctor, social worker or neighbor who may be able to help you? You don't have to do everything in one day, just start the process.

I would agree. Try not make things worse by engaging with them. Don;t leave too far, but as bland says confide get help.

Hyperion was already talking to me for a while before that. He told me about some natural remedies for pstd too.

Be careful about confiding to relatives. When I was growing up, all of my relatives took my parents' side when I complained to them about how strict my parents were. They would often say things like: "Of course they punish you; you're being disobedient, so they don't have any other choice." And all I can think is this: "Bullsh*t! How can parents not have a choice? They can punish me whenever it's convenient for them." So under no circumstances should you go to relatives who have even a remote possibility of taking your parents' side.