I'll never be good enough.

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I can understand that but I think it's better to be alone than with someone who is only using me

I wish I could say that friendship and all the happiness of life comes to everyone, but I've learned that there are just some places and some people that don't mix unfortunately. I would try to explore, go some place you haven't been. A fresh start with new people might help ease some pain.

I'm thinking of taking up smoking. To help self confidence and it doesn't really matter as I'm depressed, unfit and aren't going to get a girl anyway.

i promise that when you finally see that you are happier on your own and you do not want a girlfriend, they will flock to you.

i remember when i was a bit older than your age. i kind of wanted to have a girl to hug and kiss, but every face i looked at i knew was not for me.

i gave up looking at people after about the age of 14, and then i had so many curious girls that wanted to know why i was so disinterested in them.

just go into yourself and build the world that you want to inhabit, and if you can disconnect from other people, then they will be very intrigued by you and want to know how you can be content on your own.

a lot of people envied me when i was your age because i was very complacent and liked to follow my own ideas and do my own things, and what ever anyone said to me about myself was not of any importance to me.

there were girls who could not tolerate me being disinterested and they forced themselves into my face because they knew i was autistic but not stupid, so they ignored my behavioral displacement from normalcy, and they wanted badly to be seen and addressed by me.

but unlike you, i am very autistic and self centered so i never accepted any of them into my life, but you are not as severely smote as i am and i see you need companionship, but i do think you should rejoice in your innate capacities, and develop them and accumulate positive feedback from your own mind, and then others who are not as fulfilled as you may wish to be close to you.

i may have said crap in this post but i can not tell and i trust myself without proofreading and agonizing over a preview so i will hit submit

Meh, I've decided that I'm going to just forget about dating and stuff until Uni. Makes a lot more sense as the loser idiot teenage girl flasher whores having sex at 12 flashing to prove a point obviously won't be there.

I told myself that but now that im in uni i decided i give up on women and im not going for men. I want to have friends but i just hate people too much to try.