i'm about to get banned on khvids

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accepted: welcomed not an outcast.

i feel like the wrongplanet i joined is not the wrongplanet i'm talking in now. things have changed here.

back when i joined no one cared that my oppinons or beliefs differed from the normal, no one cared that my logic was a bit warped.

most of the time i would just state my oppinon and everyone seemed to respect that mostly by keeping quiet.

i other words if i'm stating an oppinon on something i'd rather not have everyone under the sun try to convince me otherwise.

example: if i think the dreamcast is better then the n64 which is an oppinon, leave me alone about it.

in other words i've i stated a belief or oppinon and there is no ?<--- in it that means i don't want your input. i want to think as i want to think and i'd rather not be harrassed about it.

if there is a question mark then i want to share ideas and i want input.

basicly i never throw my ideas in your face unless you badger me and try to convice me that your idea is right and mine is wrong, which it very well probably is but i don't give a crap i want to believe what i believe.

trust me i've got about no empathy unless you happen to be an animated character, i'm stubborn and strong willed, and i haven't changed since i was born, i've got a short temper and i don't think before lashing out when i'm angry. and i'm an extreme pessimist, and extremely self centered.

my list of importance is as follows
xemnas lives in my head, his needs, his wishes, and his wants come first. if he is upset with me for any reason i will do whatever it takes to get him calm. it kinda gets rough on me though having a nobody living in my subconscious that only knows anger, hate, and jealousy. but i live to serve him.

my computers: secondary to xemnas only. keeping my computers healthy is my second priorty in life. i will starve, suffer, and lose sleep to insure they are fine and working properly.

lastly is myself: once xemnas is calm and my computers are fine i can worry about me, that means everything from staying alive, to taking care of myself, and my comfort and happiness.

everything else is so far back on the backburner i have to be arsed like crazy to even care about these. that includes other people in general and basicly well everything else. honestly i'm not going to arse myself to try and think about what those are cause it gives me and headache and makes xemnas angry.

i'm not a leader end of discussion.

whoa. Who is xemnas? Tell me about him or it. Is his name pronounced Zem nus?

Xemnas, a character from the playstation 2 SE video game kingdom hearts 2 and possibly its spin offs.

Anyway sorry OP that you're feeling unaccepted =/

hmm main villian of the game kingdom hearts 2, probably the most hated character on the internet [in fact there are alot of xemnas fans that will never say they are his fans for fear of bashing or hatred, the line artist of the joint account 8-13 on da is one such example] there are days i feel like the amount of xemnas fans on the internet could fit on one page that's how many there are of us.

his picture is in my avatar.

and yes you pronouced his name right.

but just let you understand how much of a fan i am of him, if i wouldn't hold back all the nasty, spiteful, angry comments i have in my head every time i see him get bashed. i would be banned from devaint art defiently, khvids, fan fiction.net, youtube, and maybe even wrongplanet in one day and maybe within 5 hours.

http://arkoniel.deviantart.com/art/kh-X ... mnas&qo=12 this is a better picture of what he looks like.

Sweet! He looks awesome. He actually lives in you? How did he get inside of you?

well as far as xemmy living in my head, really i'm not sure what that presence is, but it seems to have his personality rage, hate, jealousy.

i named the presence in my mind xemnas but to be honest i'm not sure what it is, could be a demon, could be a collection of bad thoughts, all my anger i have built up over the last 23 years, but whatever it is it seems to think, plan, and thrive in me, i just gave it a face, a form, a name, a house, and a small town to keep it happy.

Jetfox whats up man. I wanted to ask you a question. Have you ever heard about MKULTRA or any of the other mind control projects of the government?

And why can't you release this anger you seem to have? Free yourself from it, I mean to say.