I need help ! !! !

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please try to keep hope that things will get better. last year i was suicidal i tried to bash my head in. i actually bent a metal chair around my head i was bashing so hard.
but i tried to find some hope , something to keep me going.

what kept me going was the though that people would be sad if i died. and i want you to know something and i truly mean it. I would be sad if you died.

i cry sometimes when i see the horrible things some members go though, and i cried when i read your post. in fact i am crying now. I want to believe your life will get better. but if you die there will be no hope for you.

so choose to hang on, hoping things will somehow improve. please...

I'm sorry for writing and posting that last message. I was up for 38 hours and I go through a brief cranky period when I'm up for that long. I didn't want to sleep cause of the nightmares but eventually went to sleep but I didn't have a bad dream. So please forgive me and can we start all over?

No problem. I actually snapped at a member here when i first joined. I also thought they were being sarcastic. but they were just being kind , so and i realized wp is a kind place.

I forgive you, but just so you know i was never mad in the first place. Everyone has bad days, and no one is perfect.

I am sorry to hear your having allot of nightmares. Do you have PTSD? I know I used to have allot of nightmares because of my PTSD.

If it is from PTSD you can take comfort in knowing the nightmares wont last forever. mine when away eventually.
ether way, i hope your able to get some peaceful sleep.

by the way marry Christmas!