Yeah, Asperger's f***ing sucks.
You can work on improving some of this stuff. I can pass as NT (albeit an eccentric one); I did that with practice and experimentation. Still, certain things I'd want for myself are far out of reach, and right now I'm trying to assess what goals I can achieve and figure out how to achieve them.
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Yes, I have autism. No, it isn't "part of me". Yes, I hate my autism. No, I don't hate myself.