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MXH
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29 Aug 2011, 7:39 pm

Purchase. You've helped me before and I'd like to return the favor. I think as you sit you need to either have someone watch you or go to a psych ward. The ward won't fix you but they'll keep you until your feelings subside.

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29 Aug 2011, 7:39 pm

Bipolar fit

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29 Aug 2011, 7:40 pm

I know what you mean by stress tolerance. Life is hard. I wish I knew what to do now myself. I feel like a goner too.

Sorry you're feeling low.

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29 Aug 2011, 7:42 pm

everyones definitely not good:/. thats what makes good people like you more special. i know its hard but just try to stay safe until this episode passes

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29 Aug 2011, 7:42 pm

Bipolar fit

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29 Aug 2011, 7:47 pm

Bipolar fit

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29 Aug 2011, 7:48 pm

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I'm sorry you feel like a goner you're a good person why is this happening to a good person I'm glad you understand about stress tolerance I'm glad you understand you're a good good person I know you are I'm glad you get it you get it at least someone gets it

The manic depression phases suck! I don't know what else to say..

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29 Aug 2011, 7:49 pm

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prob right mxh thank you it means so much you're very good

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29 Aug 2011, 7:52 pm

pree10shun wrote:

purchase wrote:

The manic depression phases suck! I don't know what else to say..

thanks don't know oh manic maybe maybe not

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29 Aug 2011, 7:56 pm

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pree10shun wrote:

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The manic depression phases suck! I don't know what else to say..

thanks don't know oh manic maybe maybe not

sorry manic depressions's not the word. its just depression

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29 Aug 2011, 8:01 pm

well if it makes you feel better...lol an over used phrase. But I feel it is over for me...not like I am going to die or something. But the odds kind of are against me and I feel I will soon have no choice but to make the best of the rollar coaster ride of insanity :twisted: ...maybe when I get to the dark side of the moon(listen to the Pink Floyd album by that name and it makes more sense) I won't be as aware of the pain I am in.

I don't do this optimism thing to well.

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29 Aug 2011, 8:08 pm

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onestepbeyond they are good I know they are I've seen it in everyone never met a bad person in my life and they can do hurtful things butthey can't help it it's what humans do I don't know why I have this thing when I'm empty but still wantto give and give maybe not good maybe makes everything worse when I was seven we got a dollar and a half for allowance I spent mine on a paper bird in a bin at a store I didn't want the paper bird especially but as soon as I saw this one I wanted it more than anything it was messed up and broken and I felt for it and it had feelings the others didn't have and it wasn't real but it meant so much to me I had to rescue this stupid dumb bird and I bought it and that's how I do stuff I spend all my money on things I feel for I know I understand I want I must must must must must must

I've had emotional attachments to strange things too.
On one Boy Scout camping trip, I saw the most gorgeous insect I can ever remember.
The other kids took notice of it too.
One of them squished it. I couldn't hold back my tears.

You surprised me. What you said earlier—I thought you were calling the hurricane extreme, not your feelings.
If I had known I would have done something for you. You know we got your back.

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Curiosity is the greatest virtue.

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29 Aug 2011, 8:16 pm

pre10shun you're right have mnic depression it's not this though I'm stable as medicine can make me no need for sorries you help me

Sweetleaf I wish you didn't feel this way too I know you've felt on the edge of insanity a while I am sorry. Wish we could help each other out somehow oh I don't hold it against you you don't do optimism well m,e neither you understand and that means a lot and it is good to have understanding

Fatal noogie your paintings have cheered me up so muc. cheer isn't even the word. brought happiness to me. you're someone to count on. thanks for understanding I doubted anyone would get what I was getting at with the bird. Yeah no I talk vaguely sometimes hard to tell well impossible to tell if I was talking abt hurricane or not in retrospect I talk too vaguely, Means a lot means a lot means a lot.

worn out

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29 Aug 2011, 8:23 pm

but the bird wasn't even stupid was the thing it was real to me I just use stupid to communicate to people who wouldn't know

neither here nor there nor anywhere

I'm a f****n idiot

want to be able to be myself and have that be of value
just be myself and have that be worthy

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29 Aug 2011, 8:52 pm

Bipolar fit

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29 Aug 2011, 8:59 pm

Bipolar fit

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