Do you think you have the potential to go crazy?

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I mostly wonder if I'll end up being a crazy person living on the streets, mumbling to myself and keeping a cat on my shoulder for company. I've thought about just going complete batsh*t crazy. But never hurting anyone.

I already am crazy. I like cheese, and this is me in a nutshell.
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I believe every one has there breaking point! I have gone past mine and would have killed him If a friend didn't stop me. Not just me if for example I were to take a child from his parents you better believe they would do insane things to get the child back.

I thought about becoming a cereal killer once. After all, I didn't like the way Capt'n Crunch was staring at me and Snap, Krackle and Pop? Well there names just make me want to pop! (just kidding!)

Any human being has the potential to "go crazy".

Hahahaha yes. I don't believe I would hurt anybody (though who knows what I'd be capable of if I was disturbed deeply enough), but I'd become very odd. More odd.

I used to fantasize about going crazy as a teen & I fantasied about shooting up my school after the Columbine Massacre. I was bullied a lot as kid & the fantasy of fighting back & making bullies & others feel the pain I felt was poetic justice. However I do not think I have the potential to harm anyone if I have any sanity at all because I am a very sensitive person deep down & I could never even bring myself to punch someone with force in self-defense when I was being bullied; I curled up in a ball & cried when attacked instead of attempting to fight back. Only thing I ever did that I would classify as going crazy was having a mental breakdown & slashing my arm 9x like 8/9 years ago as a result of a bad depression that turned into psychotic depression. I learned, matured & grew a lot sense then & I have a much better understanding of myself & how to deal with things. I'll get help if I ever feel myself start to slip to that level again. My parents & some others have thought that I could go crazy thou especially when my parents would hear sick stories in the news or I'd act crazy during a bad meltdown like yelling nonsense throwing things in my room.