Need help about a lost friend

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I realised that the hate I thought I had was just me trying to cover up how sad I was and that it's better to face my problems than to try and shut them out. I tried to hurt him, but I only hurt myself. We ended up talking normally, just how I wished we could ages ago. Now I hope he will be just like another person on that site. We could be friends again, just not as close.

This is slightly off-topic, but I feel realyl upset now knowing that I won't be going to another country anytime soon, by the time I do get to (Hopefully), 7 years will have passed since I last went to another country. Even an in-UK country like Scotland or Wales would be good enough for me right now, but I won't be going there anytime soon either because the only people I could think of taking me there would be my Dad and his friends and he's going away soon for the rest of summer. And my family hardly go and stay away anywhere IN Egland, let alone outside of it.
Even if I got a job, which I don't think I will anytime soon, I don't think I could make enough money to help that, and i need that money for other important stuff anyway.
Are there any cheaper alternatives or anything? Maybe when my Dad and his friends come back, I could ask them if they plan to go anywhere else between then and next Easter (When hopefully I will go abroad with them), and go wherever they go, even if it is still in the UK but not England.
I just need a way to cope with this right now.