Sweetleaf wrote:
But I am not so good at self deception. I've been quiet about how frusterated I am with life because I don't want anyone to worry which they would if I was open about it. For one my depression seems to have taken a turn for the worst, the anxiety is managable with valium but it still really sucks...and for whatever reason probably a combination of things I am too stressed which effects me mentally and physically so I feel like crap mentally and physically. I am also frusterated about my financial situation, all the paperwork that goes into hiring a representative for my SSI appeal and that I have no friends/social life.
Anyways its really getting frusterating, cant keep thoughts of ending it out of my head though I try and fight it.....I just feel like I have too much to deal with.
It's fine to be open about how you feel to your family or even WP.net. We can't always help, but we can listen.
It must have taken a lot of effort to go through all of that. I hope you can find enough strength to keep going a little bit longer.
22 Oct 2013, 1:27 pm
