12 Jan 2015, 3:02 am
Skibz888 wrote:
That's fantastic to hear. That's the best mentality to have. Good luck! I support you. 
Thanks for the advice I really needed it!
12 Jan 2015, 5:24 am
AspieOtaku wrote:
Well... after a couple PMs and phone conversations I am starting to feel better and come to my senses, I have been through a lot and knowing that I have and am still alive I should keep pressing forward...tommorow is a new day I do have a purpose my life is not meaningless and there are people that do need me, without me they would be lost forever and I need to realize that, I have accomplished so much regardless of the hardships stacked against me I have my own place my own car and in a way my own life back which has taken so many years to gain back as well as my independence and in an area where its difficult to do so alone due to the expensive cost of living and I have pulled it off and need to realize that! I am not perfect nor am I the best at things but I realize I have pulled off things what have been thought of as impossible...I need to keep on living...I need to show more of what I am capable of and not attack myself! I am not worthless I have purpose I have meaning I am me! And like the tiger from Madagascar 3 which I relate to alot I am willing to tackle my fears and go forward and move on I am somebody I am ASPIEOTAKU! Now without further ado *I know im kinda annoyoing with youtube videos but its my way of expressing myself* I present Firework song video! I am a firework and it is time to show them what I am worth! LIGHT THE HOOP ON FIRE!! ! ! ! BRING IT ON!! ! ! ! !
If you always had that mentality I think you'll find life is a lot easier.. I mean, I realize you can't approach everything with that level of confidence but it's better than the defeatist attitude.
12 Jan 2015, 11:38 pm
AspieOtaku wrote:
Well... after a couple PMs and phone conversations I am starting to feel better and come to my senses, I have been through a lot and knowing that I have and am still alive I should keep pressing forward...tommorow is a new day I do have a purpose my life is not meaningless and there are people that do need me, without me they would be lost forever and I need to realize that, I have accomplished so much regardless of the hardships stacked against me I have my own place my own car and in a way my own life back which has taken so many years to gain back as well as my independence and in an area where its difficult to do so alone due to the expensive cost of living and I have pulled it off and need to realize that! I am not perfect nor am I the best at things but I realize I have pulled off things what have been thought of as impossible...I need to keep on living...I need to show more of what I am capable of and not attack myself! I am not worthless I have purpose I have meaning I am me! And like the tiger from Madagascar 3 which I relate to alot I am willing to tackle my fears and go forward and move on I am somebody I am ASPIEOTAKU! Now without further ado *I know im kinda annoyoing with youtube videos but its my way of expressing myself* I present Firework song video! I am a firework and it is time to show them what I am worth! LIGHT THE HOOP ON FIRE!! ! ! ! BRING IT ON!! ! ! ! !
Nice, go kick some ass
14 Jan 2015, 12:45 am
Feyokien wrote:
AspieOtaku wrote:
Well... after a couple PMs and phone conversations I am starting to feel better and come to my senses, I have been through a lot and knowing that I have and am still alive I should keep pressing forward...tommorow is a new day I do have a purpose my life is not meaningless and there are people that do need me, without me they would be lost forever and I need to realize that, I have accomplished so much regardless of the hardships stacked against me I have my own place my own car and in a way my own life back which has taken so many years to gain back as well as my independence and in an area where its difficult to do so alone due to the expensive cost of living and I have pulled it off and need to realize that! I am not perfect nor am I the best at things but I realize I have pulled off things what have been thought of as impossible...I need to keep on living...I need to show more of what I am capable of and not attack myself! I am not worthless I have purpose I have meaning I am me! And like the tiger from Madagascar 3 which I relate to alot I am willing to tackle my fears and go forward and move on I am somebody I am ASPIEOTAKU! Now without further ado *I know im kinda annoyoing with youtube videos but its my way of expressing myself* I present Firework song video! I am a firework and it is time to show them what I am worth! LIGHT THE HOOP ON FIRE!! ! ! ! BRING IT ON!! ! ! ! !
Nice, go kick some ass
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14 Jan 2015, 7:48 am
AspieOtaku wrote:
Well... after a couple PMs and phone conversations I am starting to feel better and come to my senses, I have been through a lot and knowing that I have and am still alive I should keep pressing forward...tommorow is a new day I do have a purpose my life is not meaningless and there are people that do need me, without me they would be lost forever and I need to realize that, I have accomplished so much regardless of the hardships stacked against me I have my own place my own car and in a way my own life back which has taken so many years to gain back as well as my independence and in an area where its difficult to do so alone due to the expensive cost of living and I have pulled it off and need to realize that! I am not perfect nor am I the best at things but I realize I have pulled off things what have been thought of as impossible...I need to keep on living...I need to show more of what I am capable of and not attack myself! I am not worthless I have purpose I have meaning I am me! And like the tiger from Madagascar 3 which I relate to alot I am willing to tackle my fears and go forward and move on I am somebody I am ASPIEOTAKU! Now without further ado *I know im kinda annoyoing with youtube videos but its my way of expressing myself* I present Firework song video! I am a firework and it is time to show them what I am worth! LIGHT THE HOOP ON FIRE!! ! ! ! BRING IT ON!! ! ! ! !
OMG, this video is awesome! I love it! You are way too fun and good of a person to be enshrouded in this kind of depression, but feeling all alone and literally help-less can damp out the brightest spirit. Humans need other humans and I think they actually require love in their lives. Isolation isn't normal. Stay close to all sources of love and keep looking for Mrs. AspieOtaku. You may just be able to drive your muscle car into the California sunset w/her yet.
