I don't want to exist

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Sometimes I wish I didn't exist either, but I don't like the idea of killing myself because I know I have potential in life, and I would only end up hurting the people I love. The idea of abandoning the base pleasures of life (food, sleep, etc.) disconcerts me as well. I mean, what if there's no afterlife, and no such thing as reincarnation? By killing myself I'd be throwing away the only life I have for no good reason, and even if there were some sort of an afterlife, ending my life prematurely would probably give me bad karma, resulting in such things as being reincarnated as a lesser creature, spending an eternity in Hell, or whatever. I may not exactly believe in reincarnation or an afterlife, but I know that I could be wrong.

Um, where was I going with this? If you're sick of real life, maybe try some forms of escapism. Watch a good movie, read a good book. Or, if you're more like me, try some cathartic activities like listening to angsty music, playing violent video games, writing rants, creating artwork, or destroying inanimate objects in your back yard (just be sure to take proper safety precautions ).

I have a laptop PC with Steam. It's definitely not the best for gaming but I'm able to play games like Skyrim or Arkham Asylum on medium detail, so it's decent. But I don't really have any online multiplayer games since I've never had anyone to play with (of course there are people I could play with anyway, but I just don't like playing multiplayer games with a bunch of strangers nearly as much as with friends). And I don't play LoL because I just don't like the way the game is played (by the players themselves, not the actual gameplay).

But I'd be interested in getting some games that I could play online with you guys. What games do you have?

I'm also getting a PS3 tomorrow, but so far I only have two games for that (Kingdom Hearts 2.5 remix and Arkham City). Guess I need to expand my collection.

I do have SSB for 3DS. That's pretty much the only online multiplayer game I have at the moment.

I actually don't like to play many games on my PC but it's really good that you are buying a PS3 because I have one and I play way more there than on my PC. I also have a Wii U.
Oh, and I have a 3DS too and I have Smash but I'm not really "into" it.
Whenever you want you can PM me. I'll give you my IDs and we'll talk about the games.

Drive 200 miles south, I'll be your friend.

I've got smash bros for the wii U, 4 controllers, a fridge filled with.. ah crap you're not 21. Well, you get it.

^The US drinking age is so stupid. I remember going to the bar and buying my own booze when I was 19, and there was no problem with it. Speaking of which, I need to update the photo ID I got back when I was 16. It expires on my 22nd birthday!