Does bullying make you aggressive?

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It takes a while to realize that dying in a pool of your own blood, with broken bones and ruptured organs, is far preferable to dying the slow death of people sucking the life out of you because they have no lives of their own.

I was talking to spacecase.

You signed up? I just got drafted, as far as I can tell. And I want out. I thought the way that you do, and took a lot of chances. Never really worked. Now I'm too lazy to look for trouble. Pretty much doesn't happen anyway - I guess I kind of scare people.

Thank you. Sorry about that.

Actually, that was a figure of speech. I remember no interval between the time that I died in the previous life, hanging on tooth and nail, believing that I would continue to live as long as I did not give in, and waking up screaming in a cold place that was far too brightly lit. As you can imagine, my memories are not all that clear, but I don't really feel like I volunteered.

Sounds like you're SOL then. The next life is probably going to be just as bad.

It still has a lot to do with what you make of it, but I'm constantly tripping over idiots and I have to stop doing that.

The only thing that I can think of to do is stick with this one long enough to get some wisdom and experience that will maybe carry over to the next. I did that the last life and tried to hang on to what I had then. It's like trying to remember a dream. I was a big believer in spiritualism and science. I thought that they could be merged. When I met kids at school in this life they sensed something about me and I had trouble with them in groups that I did not have with individuals.

It's difficult to prove, but a person has to repeat his education if he bails early. Not only that, he has to repeat the early stages, which really sucks. I had a horrible aversion to repeating the early stages when I was a child in this life. It really sucks, people humiliating you just because you are a child and for no other reason, and even humiliating you for learning too quickly the lessons that they want you to learn. It's OK when they give you lessons to learn and let you go to it, but when they have to force you through a degrading and stifling process, then it's god awful.