...I - SUPPOSE - I need not worry after all about the renderer of the threat , who , this day , is in this library at another table on another computer and , as he did yesterday , has made no threat to me ~ But , of course , he would hardly threaten openly in public and I hadn't been in my normal sleeping place these last two nites . He is reportedly a speedfreak .
However , directly relating to this , my trip to HPHP yesterday shows me that I'm not really that likely to get housing around here , as I thought might be the case helped along by the threat - I had thought that I might get a temporary berth at that temporary " nice " shelter at HPHP , however , briefly , I won't/didn't , and being informed about developments in the " being on the waiting list " for it seems to involve a whole lot of needing to hang around there and needing to make calls ~ I still don't have a phone , too:--...
The question of " Are you ready to try to get housing " or similar was , too , brought up to me...But , that was meant not as the " nice " 180 thing but what was described as something that would t7ake over 1/2 or so of my SSDI .
I have NOTHING now as is ~ How would I lead ANY life that way ? I have the feeling that that involves , at best , aroom in " cheap motels " far away from downtown or the HPHP area ~ How would I get food ?
Would I have to walk too much ????? I certainly think so .
So , the temporary " nice " shelter and the possible longer-trem 180 thing appear non-likely now .