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Well, I can't exactly make the group my HP as some people have suggested to me, since the groups have made it painfully clear that I am not one of them and that they wish to keep my highly defective self excluded.

What could I use as a HP, if both mankind and God see me as disposable, defective and void of personal worth?

Yeah, it doesn't sound like the upper-case "G" kind if God will be working too well for you as a Second Step higher power.

I just did a Google search for "aa higher power examples" and got some interesting results.

Frankly, right now I am so depressed that a bullet in my head is sounding like a legitimate way to restore me to sanity.

f**k it, I am going back to bed for now.

I just decided that, since nobody in the program wants to take my calls or respond to my texts, I will be cancelling my phone service in the near-future since having a phone only brings me false hope and subsequent disappointment. Sounds logical enough to me.

Not that it matters much, but an ambulance is on its way here to take me to the nearest ER.

f*****g hell. So much for going back to work tomorrow.