...Right this moment , I am at the Watsonville (an hour-plus bus ride
) Public Library .
I can get two continuous hours there . Since my being banned by the Santa Cruz library (where i could ~ if there was space ~ get an indefinite number of hours but having to restart every hour , at WV I can link the two hours) , I have gone here .
I'm going to say more about my plans , referring to all my recent " personal " lines , but for background:
(1) Remember , I had been saying I wanted to go to- San Fr6ancisco , with the idea of setting up getting into san Fr6ancisco City Collge . Some other HL had gone there , said it was easy to get into ~ one could more or less instantly be enrolled - THEY said
- and that , especially with my " gimp "
status , i could get favorable goodies . I had said I'd likely8 be , at least7 initially , HL i0n SF if I went there though I maybe hoped for some shelter bed , maybe on a "gi0mp st7atus-helped level .
I had thought I'd likely , if I got into SFCC , have to go while HL (in whatever form of HL) , at least for a while .
(2) However , the recent exposing of BOTH my toes makes me down , and feeling " I CANNOT& go to SFCC while both my toes are open , nohow
! "
But , what do I do to heal them ?
I had thought of seeking out medical help in SF - Not from San Francisco General Hospital , however
(or whatever it's called now)
Now , I had sort of thought " Perhaps , if I enroll in CCSF and achieve ' student ' STATUS already , during this su9mmer , but not going yet , that could improve my status , as a ' student ' , and I could get help that might lead to the toes healing , while putting off/delaying the actual going to CCSF ~ However , that's a whole lot of " if "s , isn't it
?
(3) A SC HL friend implored me to go to Stanford Hospital , in Palo Alto , saying they were a real good hospital .
It's probably too late to go this day , however , and I had thought , partly just for something to do this night (& avoiding sleeping downtown especially in the wake of , ummm....
...my latest " meltdown "
) - but would that , if I wasn't admitted there at some length , water down the factors that could admit me to " better " Stanford ?
Too , I am running out of my money (Which I go early this ayem .) , I'll have spent it soon .