Sara Is Gone, Guys! My Heart Is Crushed! :(

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I have still not handed myself into the police station. I'm too afraid to, in case I end up back in jail. Really, I just cannot be bothered any longer. Sara is gone anyway, so **** it!

Prior response...

Well, the woman is gone regardless, and I never turned up for court on 15 September, so they will want me arrested over that. To be honest, I did not really want to go anyway. This man I see occasionally for supervision had to put in a court report. Now I didn't like his tone that day and he knows I am very obsessed about the Joanna-Sara situation. He could have tried to have stitched me up for all I know. It turned out the court did not care much for the social report anyway, but I was still supposed to be there, but I was too scared to go, and I did not have much sleep that weekend due to trying to avoid the pig squad and there is nowhere to go indoors as the tossers know where my family members and my friend Frank lives, so what could one even do besides try to be outside? My mother, sister and advocate went instead.

If it was you, I doubt you'd have wanted to have attended court either, as nobody has a crystal ball to tell them the outcome in advance. You cannot blame me for being worried. However, the night before my scheduled appearance, I found out Sara left, so of course that got me upset again. Then I already told you the pigs had been at the home 5 days beforehand, which also startled me. So there's a reason to feel annoyed here. It has all been for, well, bugger all.

The sad thing is he has had multiple wake-up calls. If being sent to jail multiple times hasn't convinced him, what will?

I wish Sara a happy life. I feel very sorry for her.

Me too--I hope she feels safe now.

Dude, you missed court...its a given your going to get arrested for that regardless of if you hand yourself in or not. Id advise just getting it over-with yeah it will probably suck but once you've dealt with it the sooner it will end.

Just DONT! go try and track down sarah or contact that organization or the other women who I imagine still works there after you get the legal stuff over with. Or the cycle of going to jail, getting out of jail, inappropriately contacting women who don't want to see you or hear from you will continue forever.

I half expect him to post back here in a few weeks about how he got in trouble for trying to track her down...and questioning her former co-workers as to her whereabouts. Initially I had some sympathy for him, but after all these posts it just gets more and more clear its a waste of pity because he'll never try to learn or better himself. Just keep endlessly pursuing these poor women who don't want to talk to him or see him.

Seems he's just bitter because his support workers wouldn't 'date' him and mad because their care for him did not extend to romantic attraction and was rather more a part of their job. And to him this is not ok so he wont rest until these women accept his apology, forgive him forget about all the stalking/harrasing and such and be willing to consider going on a date with him

You see, that's where YOU are wrong. Dead wrong!

I've wanted to move on despite firmly believing they all **** on my face at that agency, and I felt I could have did better, blah, blah, blah, but the dickheads in the courtroom KEEP on deferring this case, which is what bugs me. It should have been over a long time ago. It's a waste of court time as it was just a mistake in the beginning, and it is not furthering my goals or dreams to prolong it, now is it?

Also, I was doing well for a while. Even ask my family. They thought I was improving, then the pigs showed up unexpectedly about something they never dealt with from MAY and my mother just said 'Somebody is at the door' because she knows I'd freak out if I knew it was the police, yet I freaked out anyway.

I've told her a gazillion times to let me know who's at the door if the bell goes and she does not do that, so I haven't been there. That's all on her, too. We spoke about this and I demanded to be warned if they showed up. They've been back there recently too, because I was supposed to be in court a few weeks ago. Then I found out Sara left so I began emailing them again, to moan about getting stitched up. As always, it does not get me anywhere. Honestly, you need to just quit defending these two creatures. They should have (being professionals) just understood I was lonesome and made a few mistakes. Nobody needs to overreact over some stupid text messages. Oh, and Robert was a grass. I'm not saying I'm happy I hurt them, as I feel bad about it. But Jesus Christ here, I was provoked somewhat, so I snapped.

They don't even reply. But they DO notify the pigs. I've honestly been considering just buying a tent and going into a forest somewhere, to avoid them.

Also, you can hear me but not see me in these videos talking about Joanna and Sara.











Don't comment again until you've saw the clips and until you can understand why I feel saddened by all this crap.

Lying to disabled people should be made illegal in itself, since they lied about the status between Joanna, Sara and myself, then made out my outbursts were the reason they got removed, yet they were removed already and were never going to be working with me again regardless. Guess I took the bait like any lonely fool would, yet that just gave them the ammo they needed.

OP, please stop making these threads about stalking and harassing people if you're not willing to listen to any input.