24 Dec 2015, 7:31 am
Aaaand four plus change in the AM today. 5AM in my own time zone, not that I reallly have one. Make that six.
For some reason I've run across lots of disinformation, animosity and ignorance in the past week. Not to mention loads of stupid business delays. Basically just dictation on how I should live coming from everywhere. It's not even that I let things pile up, I just keep running into asinine demands that nobody redresses until they've waited out all the time I had to re-plan my own timetables.
It's reached the point where I'm productively & even profitably unemployed. If it moves or beeps people expect me to fix it or find them a better replacement for cheaper. I'm perfectly fine at managing absolute disasters, it's the everyday that's lost on me. I just keep biting my lip until it bleeds because plainly everybody would rather I STFU than take over three minutes to explain something.
I need to gear up for IT freelancing again, then digital forensics, then 22 hours so my 2 weeks notice is done as a bike mechanic, then rebuild two computers, then work on my car, then more work wherever it comes from. I can survive on my wits, hooray, guess I'm all skill & nothing personal... I keep thinking I'm about to die. I thought for a while I should make myself a bit more visible to my friends on the internet but why bother them? For all intents & purposes I'm a trained spy. As some of the pros like to tell themselves - 'pain isn't real'...
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
