Think I should just kill my self

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10 Jan 2016, 12:51 pm

Don't kill yourself.

Don't even try to kill yourself.


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10 Jan 2016, 6:50 pm

so glad you're still here. if you try heroin, you could just get oxygen-deprivation brain injury and become dependent. i don't recommend it. especially since your pain is very likely to lessen with time if you just hang in there. i know you are miserable. when i broke up with my fiance of three years because he hit me, weekends were the worst time. my shrink told me that that's par for the course. if you were stateside, i'd have a good hotline for you. i bet there's one in britain. you might be able to get the number from directory assistance. whatever you do, please don't lose hope.



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10 Jan 2016, 7:36 pm

I hope you don't kill yourself!

You too, Yingerin!

You both have lots to contribute.



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10 Jan 2016, 7:38 pm

ZD wrote:
what is the best way? paracetamol? I did read helium.

Killing oneself is never the awnser. :king:


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10 Jan 2016, 8:13 pm

I'm not going time kill myself. I only fantasize about it when I'm miserable. I'm too smart to commit suicide when there is still hope.



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10 Jan 2016, 8:35 pm

ZD I really hope you don't do this.

I was once hospitalized for depression, and have had thoughts along these lines, although no actual plans for how to carry it out. It was more like, I just wanted oblivion.

At this point in time my life is MUCH better, for many reasons. Please don't do it, there is no way for you to undo it.


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11 Jan 2016, 5:58 am

Please don't do it, think of your kids, they will be sad and heartbroken with you gone, without you they will have no father figure and they need that, most kids who grow up without a father end up being delinquents and resorting to crime and run off the right path and end up with bad lives.


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11 Jan 2016, 10:03 am

DON'T! Get psychiatric help, or call your local suicide hotline. When you're not feeling depressed anymore, you'll be glad you got help.



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12 Jan 2016, 2:46 pm

dear ZD, you are going through grief. here's one person's experience of it.

http://m.atchuup.com/advice-on-how-to-deal-with-grief/



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12 Jan 2016, 2:57 pm

I've been there myself feeling as if there is no hope but the thing is, things do get better in time. I remember losing my family several years ago and feeling as if the world was over - I also remember after some time had passed thinking how ridiculous it was for me to have ever felt like that, it does get better no matter how bleak things may seem now.



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14 Jan 2016, 7:46 am

cathylynn wrote:
dear ZD, you are going through grief. here's one person's experience of it.

http://m.atchuup.com/advice-on-how-to-deal-with-grief/


I never realised it was grief I am feeling that link opened my eyes a bit, it's exactly how I am feeling.

I am sorry about this thread also, but I am glad I did reach out.


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14 Jan 2016, 9:53 am

I'm glad you reached out too.


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14 Jan 2016, 11:03 pm

cathylynn wrote:
okay, i read your other thread. your wife left. lots of folks feel like killing themselves when they lose a spouse. please accept that you'll feel lousy FOR A WHILE, maybe six months, maybe more. then you will have picked up the pieces and made a new life. you have your kids. you reached out to an old friend. you are good at your job. you still have your video games. the best revenge is living well. you are resourceful. you will likely get to that point.


I still haven't gotten over Jackie leaving me, but video games are a good distraction from the constant pain of silence and abandonment.


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15 Jan 2016, 10:43 am

ZD wrote:
what is the best way? paracetamol? I did read helium.

Time.

Works every time.



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16 Jan 2016, 4:57 pm

Crying's good. In my experience it's a thing that washes away the dangerous stuff and just leaves the emotions you need intact. I think what you should do is think of some of the saddest, most heart-wrenching cartoon moments, track them down, and watch them all back to back. I'm not certain this will work, but you know, I have a hunch...



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22 Jan 2016, 12:41 pm

Stay strong, don't let negative thoughts get the best of you, each life has a value and we are all entitled to progress and be happy, it's not out of reach for you like you may feel, you need to maintain hope and don't give up, life is tough, many people feel as if they are in a position where everything is just too much but you can't let it get the better of you and win, where there's a will there's a way, confide in somebody who is trained to support you or those who can relate to you, speak about it, vent it out, there is always somebody out there who can advice you, really hope you reconsider your decision and keep going strong!