I am going to kill myself

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Sine my last posts or first whatevr I have had massives amounts of marijuana, ecstasy, Latuda, haldol, hydrocondone, vistaril and wellbutrin.

I am losing mine mind cause why I am not high anymor, I am extremely tired from the hydrocondone and want to sleep but am going in and out of consciosness crying. If I surivive the next few hous it'l takle a mircle. I fel like I m explodng

I haven't known you for that long but I already consider you a friend. I've never met anyone who enjoys Hollywood Undead as much as I do. Please don't go. I've seen way too many people destroy themselves. When I'm sad, I remember the good things in life. I remember my passions and and what makes me laugh and smile.

If you have nowhere else to go in life and no one to turn to this place is here for you.

It's been one of the only constants I have had in my life for a few years since I joined as I'm sure it is for other people as well.

Maybe you might need a bit of a break to sort your own thoughts out but please don't stop posting here.

Please don'tkill yourself mate. Please think about what the kind people on here have said, and try not to be bothered by what some of the less kind have been saying. Depression is sh1t and always seems final, neverending. But there is light somewhere at the end of the tunnel, it's true, you've got to believe it. Give it time to show itself, please. And although I know this will sound really boring, necking tons of pharmaceuticals will only add to your confusion, not ease it. If you can;t cut the whole lot right away, at least try cutting back on them until you can see more clearly.

Having a really hard time of it does not equate to being a bad person, just an unlucky one who's going through a bad patch. There are some genuine arseoles in this world who cruise along serenely: they deserve what you're going through but they won't get it because they don't have a conscience. You clearly do, otherwise you wouldn't care about others, and it's plain to see that you do, a lot. Don't give up.

I am going to request that this thread be locked to avoid people being triggered by the title but will make another thread for support, the aftermath of yesterday and so on without the suicidal overtones.

If anyone would like to comment please keep a look out for a thread called The Aftermath, Additional Support which I will post shortly.

Thank you,

EDIT,

New thread - http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=303466

Locked on request.