I want to die

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Well it sadly seems like you have decided you are just going to be miserable. I wish the people you live around werent so annoying. I went to a small high school that didnt except anyone the least bit different. It was a boring school. Im still trying to recover from my high school years. I know what its like to be around these a**holes. Hopefully you will escape this someday.

I feel like a failure. If you have a job and any money left after paying the bills, maybe start saving and start making a plan to move to a different town, like, save enough to rent a 700$ studio apartment for two months or so, or maybe, find whatever roommate from that new town through some roommate forum. Roommate idea is probably crazy though. While saving money, look for a job in that town on internet, make the whole thing an adventure.
I am desperate to do something like this with my life, but can't get a job that would at least pay the bills. And I don't have a car, while staying in a rural area with no public transportation.