goldfish21
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29 Jan 2018, 6:30 am
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As a friends friendmojce said, god really f**ked you over when he made you.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.This brings back memories from when I was very depressed and my self image was that I was very defective - although, it was much more true back then because my health issues were a LOT worse than they are now, so I wasn't entirely wrong. But yeah, I felt pretty f****d at one point.
How can it be true? According to Westboro Baptist Church, God hates fags. And you're not even gay. Fake news!
I don't think God hates anyone. If you were meant to die at birth then you would have. Otherwise you're saying God makes mistakes. I don't think any Christain faiths preach that God makes mistakes, sly.
Again, like the beginning of this post, I can relate. 6 years ago I was f****d 8 ways from Sunday, it kept getting worse, and it was absolutely terrifying to think thoughts like "this is it? this is my existence for the rest of my life?" I was mentally & neurologically screwed, physically way out of shape and weak.. not well. At all. BUT, I refused to accept that and did the hard work it took to be as balanced (in comparison, I'm not perfect) & positive as I am today. I'm also physically strong as f**k compared to then, too. I used to be so fatigued I could barely hold the tools. Now I'm in the top 5% strongest guys on any construction site & I've been the one to do the heavy lifting the last few years.
My point is that it doesn't have to just get worse forever. You can decide to slowly start reversing it & doing the things you need to to get yourself healthier & stronger in every way. Maybe you don't care to push yourself to the extent I do, but you can still make personal improvements and bit by bit build yourself up better than you are today.
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29 Jan 2018, 4:36 pm
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
Why can’t you do physical labour jobs? 
I have a bad back for one, then I’m not strong either and lastly I’m a germaphobe. So I cant stand getting dirty or touching disgusting stuff, I can’t touch dogs for example.
I did help a friend once with haying but I was too weak and slow. And it hurt my back a lot.
What do you mean by "bad back?" (genetic inherited disorder? injury? weak? etc)
Not strong = so get stronger over time.
Germophobes can still do work. Don't work a high trigger job or in a high trigger environment like a garbage dump or infectious disease testing lab lol.
So you tried haying once and learned you were to weak and slow. All that means is that you'll have to get stronger and faster over time so that you're able to better help/do other work, too. I'm crious if your back hurt from the work because of a genetic/skeletal disorder, or if it's from an injury, or if it's simply because your back isn't strong?
Anyways, my point with all of this is that over time people get stronger and are more capable of doing physical work.
I dont know like it can really really hurt sometimes for days especially if I lift heavy stuff.
I’m hoping it’s not that disorder thst sounds like fiberniga , I can’t spell it and google didn’t help. Both my mom and sister have it, my brother has ms and got diagnosised around 31. So I could be in for even worse stuff
Labor jobs here are either construction, Gardner, or janitor, later too drive my germpbobia crazy. The stuff they have to do makes me shiver.
I dont know as above it could be from those disorders, bad back poster as a teen, or I fell on my back one time and hit a table had enough to Knock the metal welded handle off of it. This was in one of the shops I worked in. Was moving a lift beam backwards and someone left a jack out. I’ve also lifted things with my back in th past. My back will randomly hurt sometimes so I have to lay on my belly to help it. I also had a bad mattress for years and it’d hurt to sleep and a lot when I woke up, this newer one my uncle gave me has been better.
29 Jan 2018, 4:41 pm
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
As a friends friendmojce said, god really f**ked you over when he made you.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous. and now it’s gotten worse.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.This brings back memories from when I was very depressed and my self image was that I was very defective - although, it was much more true back then because my health issues were a LOT worse than they are now, so I wasn't entirely wrong. But yeah, I felt pretty f****d at one point.
How can it be true? According to Westboro Baptist Church, God hates fags. And you're not even gay. Fake news!
I don't think God hates anyone. If you were meant to die at birth then you would have. Otherwise you're saying God makes mistakes. I don't think any Christain faiths preach that God makes mistakes, sly.
Again, like the beginning of this post, I can relate. 6 years ago I was f****d 8 ways from Sunday, it kept getting worse, and it was absolutely terrifying to think thoughts like "this is it? this is my existence for the rest of my life?" I was mentally & neurologically screwed, physically way out of shape and weak.. not well. At all. BUT, I refused to accept that and did the hard work it took to be as balanced (in comparison, I'm not perfect) & positive as I am today. I'm also physically strong as f**k compared to then, too. I used to be so fatigued I could barely hold the tools. Now I'm in the top 5% strongest guys on any construction site & I've been the one to do the heavy lifting the last few years.
My point is that it doesn't have to just get worse forever. You can decide to slowly start reversing it & doing the things you need to to get yourself healthier & stronger in every way. Maybe you don't care to push yourself to the extent I do, but you can still make personal improvements and bit by bit build yourself up better than you are today.
I was born dying. Thst was God’s plan for me, doctors messed it up by saving me, if I’d been born anywhere but a hospital or in a different century I’d died.
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29 Jan 2018, 4:51 pm
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
Why can’t you do physical labour jobs?
I have a bad back for one, then I’m not strong either and lastly I’m a germaphobe. So I cant stand getting dirty or touching disgusting stuff, I can’t touch dogs for example.
I did help a friend once with haying but I was too weak and slow. And it hurt my back a lot.
What do you mean by "bad back?" (genetic inherited disorder? injury? weak? etc)
Not strong = so get stronger over time.
Germophobes can still do work. Don't work a high trigger job or in a high trigger environment like a garbage dump or infectious disease testing lab lol.
So you tried haying once and learned you were to weak and slow. All that means is that you'll have to get stronger and faster over time so that you're able to better help/do other work, too. I'm crious if your back hurt from the work because of a genetic/skeletal disorder, or if it's from an injury, or if it's simply because your back isn't strong?
Anyways, my point with all of this is that over time people get stronger and are more capable of doing physical work.
I dont know like it can really really hurt sometimes for days especially if I lift heavy stuff.
I’m hoping it’s not that disorder thst sounds like fiberniga , I can’t spell it and google didn’t help. Both my mom and sister have it, my brother has ms and got diagnosised around 31. So I could be in for even worse stuff
Labor jobs here are either construction, Gardner, or janitor, later too drive my germpbobia crazy. The stuff they have to do makes me shiver.
I dont know as above it could be from those disorders, bad back poster as a teen, or I fell on my back one time and hit a table had enough to Knock the metal welded handle off of it. This was in one of the shops I worked in. Was moving a lift beam backwards and someone left a jack out. I’ve also lifted things with my back in th past. My back will randomly hurt sometimes so I have to lay on my belly to help it. I also had a bad mattress for years and it’d hurt to sleep and a lot when I woke up, this newer one my uncle gave me has been better.
Regardless of the cause, I'd be doing some very basic yoga stretches and bodyweight exercises (pushups, maybe some squats) regularly just to slowly build up strength. It's AMAZING how much your back can feel better once it's nicely stretched and built up a little stronger - or a lot stronger over time.
I know a guy who had steel rods surgically implanted in his back as a teenager. Doctors told him he might never walk again. He's in his late 20's now and he's a body builder, looks pretty good, is very strong, and can do pretty much anything. Because he refused to accept not being able to walk/do things.
My own back used to be weak, now it's pretty strong. Building functional muscle strength is very good for our bodies. Extra strength will let us age better, too, since we won't fall apart so easily and quickly in old age if we keep our strength up. Remember though: It took a long time to get weak/out of shape, it'll take a long time to get strong/into shape. Just be patient and persistent. If all you can manage is 10 pushups and a good long back stretch every day, then do that, and bit by bit every day you'll get stronger. After a month maybe you'll easily do 15 pushups.. and so on. But guaranteed if you keep it up after a year or two you'll be significantly stronger than when you started.
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29 Jan 2018, 4:54 pm
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
As a friends friendmojce said, god really f**ked you over when he made you.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous. and now it’s gotten worse.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.This brings back memories from when I was very depressed and my self image was that I was very defective - although, it was much more true back then because my health issues were a LOT worse than they are now, so I wasn't entirely wrong. But yeah, I felt pretty f****d at one point.
How can it be true? According to Westboro Baptist Church, God hates fags. And you're not even gay. Fake news!
I don't think God hates anyone. If you were meant to die at birth then you would have. Otherwise you're saying God makes mistakes. I don't think any Christain faiths preach that God makes mistakes, sly.
Again, like the beginning of this post, I can relate. 6 years ago I was f****d 8 ways from Sunday, it kept getting worse, and it was absolutely terrifying to think thoughts like "this is it? this is my existence for the rest of my life?" I was mentally & neurologically screwed, physically way out of shape and weak.. not well. At all. BUT, I refused to accept that and did the hard work it took to be as balanced (in comparison, I'm not perfect) & positive as I am today. I'm also physically strong as f**k compared to then, too. I used to be so fatigued I could barely hold the tools. Now I'm in the top 5% strongest guys on any construction site & I've been the one to do the heavy lifting the last few years.
My point is that it doesn't have to just get worse forever. You can decide to slowly start reversing it & doing the things you need to to get yourself healthier & stronger in every way. Maybe you don't care to push yourself to the extent I do, but you can still make personal improvements and bit by bit build yourself up better than you are today.
I was born dying. Thst was God’s plan for me, doctors messed it up by saving me, if I’d been born anywhere but a hospital or in a different century I’d died.
But if you believe in God and religion as you claim you do, then God doesn't make mistakes. You were born there in the presence of those doctors at that time because you were supposed to be and they were supposed to save you. Why be upset about that instead of embracing being alive & trying to make the most of your life?
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for supporting trump. Because doing so is deplorable.29 Jan 2018, 5:50 pm
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
As a friends friendmojce said, god really f**ked you over when he made you.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous. and now it’s gotten worse.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.This brings back memories from when I was very depressed and my self image was that I was very defective - although, it was much more true back then because my health issues were a LOT worse than they are now, so I wasn't entirely wrong. But yeah, I felt pretty f****d at one point.
How can it be true? According to Westboro Baptist Church, God hates fags. And you're not even gay. Fake news!
I don't think God hates anyone. If you were meant to die at birth then you would have. Otherwise you're saying God makes mistakes. I don't think any Christain faiths preach that God makes mistakes, sly.
Again, like the beginning of this post, I can relate. 6 years ago I was f****d 8 ways from Sunday, it kept getting worse, and it was absolutely terrifying to think thoughts like "this is it? this is my existence for the rest of my life?" I was mentally & neurologically screwed, physically way out of shape and weak.. not well. At all. BUT, I refused to accept that and did the hard work it took to be as balanced (in comparison, I'm not perfect) & positive as I am today. I'm also physically strong as f**k compared to then, too. I used to be so fatigued I could barely hold the tools. Now I'm in the top 5% strongest guys on any construction site & I've been the one to do the heavy lifting the last few years.
My point is that it doesn't have to just get worse forever. You can decide to slowly start reversing it & doing the things you need to to get yourself healthier & stronger in every way. Maybe you don't care to push yourself to the extent I do, but you can still make personal improvements and bit by bit build yourself up better than you are today.
I was born dying. Thst was God’s plan for me, doctors messed it up by saving me, if I’d been born anywhere but a hospital or in a different century I’d died.
But if you believe in God and religion as you claim you do, then God doesn't make mistakes. You were born there in the presence of those doctors at that time because you were supposed to be and they were supposed to save you. Why be upset about that instead of embracing being alive & trying to make the most of your life?
God gave us humans free will meaning he can’t enforce any plans. He doesn’t make mistakes but we mess up his plans. Certainly god didn’t plan for Isis or Hitler.
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29 Jan 2018, 8:17 pm
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
goldfish21 wrote:
sly279 wrote:
As a friends friendmojce said, god really f**ked you over when he made you.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous. and now it’s gotten worse.
And it’s true. God hates me. I was meant to die at birth never meant to live. I have so many mental and Physical defects it’s ridiculous.
and now it’s gotten worse.This brings back memories from when I was very depressed and my self image was that I was very defective - although, it was much more true back then because my health issues were a LOT worse than they are now, so I wasn't entirely wrong. But yeah, I felt pretty f****d at one point.
How can it be true? According to Westboro Baptist Church, God hates fags. And you're not even gay. Fake news!
I don't think God hates anyone. If you were meant to die at birth then you would have. Otherwise you're saying God makes mistakes. I don't think any Christain faiths preach that God makes mistakes, sly.
Again, like the beginning of this post, I can relate. 6 years ago I was f****d 8 ways from Sunday, it kept getting worse, and it was absolutely terrifying to think thoughts like "this is it? this is my existence for the rest of my life?" I was mentally & neurologically screwed, physically way out of shape and weak.. not well. At all. BUT, I refused to accept that and did the hard work it took to be as balanced (in comparison, I'm not perfect) & positive as I am today. I'm also physically strong as f**k compared to then, too. I used to be so fatigued I could barely hold the tools. Now I'm in the top 5% strongest guys on any construction site & I've been the one to do the heavy lifting the last few years.
My point is that it doesn't have to just get worse forever. You can decide to slowly start reversing it & doing the things you need to to get yourself healthier & stronger in every way. Maybe you don't care to push yourself to the extent I do, but you can still make personal improvements and bit by bit build yourself up better than you are today.
I was born dying. Thst was God’s plan for me, doctors messed it up by saving me, if I’d been born anywhere but a hospital or in a different century I’d died.
But if you believe in God and religion as you claim you do, then God doesn't make mistakes. You were born there in the presence of those doctors at that time because you were supposed to be and they were supposed to save you. Why be upset about that instead of embracing being alive & trying to make the most of your life?
God gave us humans free will meaning he can’t enforce any plans. He doesn’t make mistakes but we mess up his plans. Certainly god didn’t plan for Isis or Hitler.
So, if he doesn't make mistakes then he didn't make a mistake giving us free will & those doctors didn't make a mistake using the free will gift from God they were given to save your life.
Maybe God did plan for Isis or Hitler. Maybe God intended for us to learn a lot from those things. If you believe in God & that he doesn't make mistakes, how can you say anything that's ever happened wasn't supposed to happen?
Back at the order of business at hand:
You ARE alive, not dead. So, start living.
Listen to what this guy is saying:
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