I suffer from an irregular sleep schedule partly because my brain can not stop processing my depressed thoughts and my body does not respond to exercise. I worked out at a gym for years but my muscles are still underdeveloped and I have fat hanging off the worst places it can be.
I really do hate my existence. I don't have many friends, I don't have a romantic life, I don't have any special talents, I don't have a college degree, and I don't have any career prospects.