I believe there's a possibility of resolving all this, particularly in conjunction with what few people might know me well enough to help, but it's a lot to ask. I'm also trapped in the silly 'forever alone' rut but I can at least cling to my edifices. I'm doing OK at carving out a niché right now but I have no grounding in the big picture among said humans.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
