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18 Dec 2018, 5:29 am

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you are here for a reason, even if said reason is not plain now. rather than leave without trying harder to find out the reason, bear another day, maybe a bit of the reason will show itself to you. repeat as necessary.


There's no such thing as having a reason to be alive. You people really do hold onto these ridiculous justifications of existence while the only reason why you're here is because your parents got frisky one night.


My parents never got frisky. I can assure you the sex was as cold and meaningless as their marriage. :skull:



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18 Dec 2018, 5:34 am

I can imagine my mother criticising my dad’s performance all the way through.
No I can’t.
I never want to imagine my parents having sex.


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18 Dec 2018, 5:38 am

serpentari wrote:
this place is meant to support. and we are trying to help u, as we can. while u are snarling at us, even insulting us. wrong approach. wrong attitude. dont like help, dont ask for it. im not here to be insulted, i dont think others are. i will not be answering u again. guardian demon, out.


Lol, I've never asked for help. Just stated that I want to die. Sorry that I don't find false hopes helpful.



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18 Dec 2018, 5:40 am

Raleigh wrote:
fakenews wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
you are here for a reason, even if said reason is not plain now. rather than leave without trying harder to find out the reason, bear another day, maybe a bit of the reason will show itself to you. repeat as necessary.


There's no such thing as having a reason to be alive. You people really do hold onto these ridiculous justifications of existence while the only reason why you're here is because your parents got frisky one night.

So it's our parents' fault.


Well, it certainly is mine's. Mother should've aborted me with a hanger while she still had the chance.



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18 Dec 2018, 5:57 am

fakenews wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
fakenews wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
you are here for a reason, even if said reason is not plain now. rather than leave without trying harder to find out the reason, bear another day, maybe a bit of the reason will show itself to you. repeat as necessary.


There's no such thing as having a reason to be alive. You people really do hold onto these ridiculous justifications of existence while the only reason why you're here is because your parents got frisky one night.

So it's our parents' fault.


Well, it certainly is mine's. Mother should've aborted me with a hanger while she still had the chance.


Are you living with your mother/parents now and not getting on?



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18 Dec 2018, 12:44 pm

fakenews wrote:
serpentari wrote:
this place is meant to support. and we are trying to help u, as we can. while u are snarling at us, even insulting us. wrong approach. wrong attitude. dont like help, dont ask for it. im not here to be insulted, i dont think others are. i will not be answering u again. guardian demon, out.


Lol, I've never asked for help. Just stated that I want to die. Sorry that I don't find false hopes helpful.

The Haven is a help forum by definition, so if you post here people are probably going to try to help you.
If you don't want help, that's ok.
Your feelings are valid, I've felt like that on many, many occasions.
But I'm still here, who knows why, and who cares really?
I feel s**t, then I feel a bit better so I talk a lot of s**t and amuse myself while I can because I know it won't last.
But the s**t feeling doesn't last forever either.
Meh.


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18 Dec 2018, 1:15 pm

Raleigh wrote:
fakenews wrote:
serpentari wrote:
this place is meant to support. and we are trying to help u, as we can. while u are snarling at us, even insulting us. wrong approach. wrong attitude. dont like help, dont ask for it. im not here to be insulted, i dont think others are. i will not be answering u again. guardian demon, out.


Lol, I've never asked for help. Just stated that I want to die. Sorry that I don't find false hopes helpful.

The Haven is a help forum by definition, so if you post here people are probably going to try to help you.
If you don't want help, that's ok.
Your feelings are valid, I've felt like that on many, many occasions.
But I'm still here, who knows why, and who cares really?
I feel s**t, then I feel a bit better so I talk a lot of s**t and amuse myself while I can because I know it won't last.
But the s**t feeling doesn't last forever either.
Meh.


I can't tell which mental illness do I actually have. But I can definitely tell there's something wrong with me. At first I thought Asperger's, now it looks more like a borderline personality.



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19 Dec 2018, 12:49 am

it is possible to have both.