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I'm exhausted from the stress of all this. I worked remotely today, partly because my hands hurt from too much work but also because I just have too much to think about.

I guess it's not that I'm trying to elicit an answer, I'm just anxious about shifting back to being around people more. It's been almost a year of mostly work for me. I still haven't managed to share any of this with anyone except here though.

If my job carries on, perhaps even if it doesn't, I'll be looking at rental houses in a month or so. I should also be looking at other jobs in the same company.

I'm sure I'll figure something out, I just don't know if it will take 4 months, a year or a decade.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

whatever the pace is, u are moving. that is what matters. the stress will gradually decrease, give it time. take it easy. the dawn comes as it does.

Back to work in t - 7:59...

I have no idea how I keep this up.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

i often (quite usually) wake up without an alarm, if i really want to be awake (like have something to look forward to, or know i have to be somewhere). maybe u have a simmilar feat)