I’ve been thinking about this

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Maybe it wouldnt be so hard being homeless if I was organised about it. If I had a car to live out of. And a nice public bathroom to go to where they dont give me trouble. It would be nicer if I had someones coach to sleep on though.
And a way to make money if I didnt get disabilty or wasnt getting enough on disability. I think I could work. It depends on what type of job it is. It would have to be an easy one. Its illegal to pan handle in this town. Id have to go to the city for that. Im afraid of the city though.

Yeah life wouldnt be so bad if I didnt have fecal incontinence. I havent had an accident in a year but I have to rush to the bathroom sometimes before its too late.

Im going to still want to dress up as an old lady. But I imagine my fecal incontinence will be a lot worse by then. So I look to the future with dissapointment.

I never forget hearing about an elderly lady who didn't have access to her own bathroom as her relatives moved in and she felt awkward. She used to go in aa plastic carrier bag and tie it. Then she would go on the bus to the next village and leave it on the bus everyday. I often thought what the bus company cleaning staff thought.