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...I lost a draft . Again my shotty circumstances .

...To-day, (yesterday actually) I felt do ecsudtef/rushing around over-exerting myself that I was worried I might have another heart attack - Or, anyway, dome kind of collapse (decently, I fell down inside & knocked myself out, and didn't even remember it. waking up in my bed that I was taken to ). I do just have the exhausting myself and really hardly bring able to walk when out of bed and going to bathroom/washing/drrsdimg - though my walking improves when finally dressed and walking outside.
I have pain in the lower back and left thigh when sitting at the low'dlung. no back support. cafeteria table .
Just from drdpersyion/being sick of here I'm.planning to return to Santa Cruz though there's really no regular homeless placed there
Perhaps. coming back after bring away for a while. I could be seen as officially sick enough to get help
My books. Zetc. ate in storage up there. They could be gotten if something came along.

...The diggrstiom that O buy a laptop - unfortunsyely. I'd have to carry it with me everywhere/somehow hide it . I also really don't know how you"d get even a lrddet computer ' Phones are sold do widely. O know how to get them. nut O don"t know computer stores

My lack of background/of having gotten on board at an early age leaves me. now that I'm.ptettu old. rather " the train has left the station long. long, ago " left out-feeling on some things ' maybe sour grapes, but Ezra says it'stoo late for me to be taught anything about computers unless I just shut up and watch a video and keep to myself , hey.

I never said that. Stop making s**t up. It makes the accuracy and truthfulness of your posts seem questionable. If you make up all kinds of stuff about what people post in your threads, which you have done umpteen times, then one has to wonder what all else you are making up and or distorting.

You said you needed intense special tutoring where someone shows you to where to put your hands. I said if your level of difficulty is to that degree, then you may never get the hang of it, which is simply forgone conclusion. It does not have anything to do with your age.

Needless to say, you should not buy a laptop until you have stable housing. Of course you could always buy one and put it in your storage unit. But I do not think that would be a good idea.

...I had less of the varying pain/difficulty in walking today, but am still had it . It's harder to work.this phone in this lying down positiom, so I'm rather condensing the writing . Furthermore, my eyes/the lightimg/the condition of this phone's screen and the murkinedd of my non-prescription glasses' lenses on my very aging eyes make my eyesight not ideal .

....Franklu, Ezra, you have displayed a tendency to say argumentative/" but, why? " type things just to be provocative - In general. I mean, not just in.podtd.
However, I.suppode you saw my comment of , neefimh someone to.gell me where to put my hands , as meaning that I am.as poorly co-ordinates/prone to drop things as it seems that you've said that you are. I did not mean that
I meant that aI think.I could ud4 basic information (and the human connection) that a video.- which tends to assume that.people have certain base\beginning knowledge that O.modtly have not received . Having essentially not gone to school since 1980 I was never taught school-level, say, computer basics
Another thing that never reached me .

I like the way you write over in the News thread ASP, you're very eloquent and witty! You would make a really good blog writer.
Just trying to give you some compliments as encouragement.

Maybe when you finally (hopefully) get some secure housing, you could think about a really cheap tablet to write on, instead of a the phones?
Hopefully it's not as complicated as a computer.
Just a suggestion anyway.
I really hope you get some housing, and your health taken care of.

...Well, thank you. O am now planning to go to Santa Cruz yet again - sort of hoping I'll get help there am just such a combination of bad health and it's really starting to catch up with me .