Thanks people. The next day at school, I was taken to A&E because of all of this. After being lorazepam-ed twice (total of 3mg) in two days, I was eventually sent home on the basis that I didn't want to go back to the psych ward and that I would do anything not to, including take my meds. I'm back on them now and I have to get used to it again, but its not that bad, just some tiredness and fine motor skills are harder than normal, leg stiff etc...
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.