I think I was a freak b/c I didn't have very many friends and I was into different music (I was raised by hippies if anyone relates.), still am into uncouth music but feel mighty proud of it now. I think I've given up on some "pop culture." I guess there's other stuff too like AS, I feel like an outcast anywhere with that. No offense to those who have it, I just hate the freakn' problems that go along with it.
Teachers however, liked me but I never accomplished being teacher's pet or the Miss Professor with all the smarts so I don't know why they liked me except b/c I was probably sweet as pie in front of them. Didn't fit into the dumb bimbo crowd either but I guess that would be generalizing. So it was a confusing time in HS as well as now but at least there's a little more freedom now.
I hate trying to clique in and hate the thought of it. Everytime I did try to fit in, I got more depressed and that's when I got into drinking. It made me happy for a while I guess but then I needed it for everything. So now, I really don't know where to fit in. The answere is probably NOWHERE.
Whoops, I just ranted about my past and presence under the topic Freakazoid, sorry Averick. I really don't like to post topics in the haven. It's too out in the open and I might get headbutted by a sheep or two.
Oh no, there aren't any sheeps here or sheep herders? 
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