i never said i whas going to kill myself, i only feel suicidal. A deep and long sleep deffinetly worked although i'm still depressed its because i'm always depressed sometimes more sometimes less. Btw anything thats rare or has any sort of side effect any sort is worthless crap to me, i don't want to be dependent on drugs or herbs whatever it is. Also, i don't want to get rid of the feeling, its the future i want to change
UndercoverAlien wrote:
sometimes i wish i whas on of those people who is on anti-depresia all the time, but that just messes you up even more (and it won't matter because only the feeling would be gone but not my problems)
Even though i've always been pretty aware of my future the situations get worse by time to time and i keep getting older its like i'm sleeping true the so called best time of my life... i've thought this alot but i'm really close to a turning point (where all my problems will have to be solved without a solution) now it really feels like it more