feeling pretty suicidal :(

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UndercoverAlien
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31 Jan 2009, 5:09 pm

i never said i whas going to kill myself, i only feel suicidal. A deep and long sleep deffinetly worked although i'm still depressed its because i'm always depressed sometimes more sometimes less. Btw anything thats rare or has any sort of side effect any sort is worthless crap to me, i don't want to be dependent on drugs or herbs whatever it is. Also, i don't want to get rid of the feeling, its the future i want to change

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sometimes i wish i whas on of those people who is on anti-depresia all the time, but that just messes you up even more (and it won't matter because only the feeling would be gone but not my problems)

Even though i've always been pretty aware of my future the situations get worse by time to time and i keep getting older its like i'm sleeping true the so called best time of my life... i've thought this alot but i'm really close to a turning point (where all my problems will have to be solved without a solution) now it really feels like it more



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31 Jan 2009, 8:28 pm

UndercoverAlien do you enjoy being depressed, are you emo?



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01 Feb 2009, 4:54 pm

alba wrote:
UndercoverAlien do you enjoy being depressed, are you emo?

why the hell do you think that fa***t did i sayed that in my message? btw the first message whas accidently deleted so i write down everything i rememberd that whas there, wp can miss guys like you *edit: (or female whatever)
and what i meant with "i don't whant to get rid of the feeling" is that i mean that i'm worryed about my future and not how i feel



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01 Feb 2009, 5:24 pm

Worried about your future? ...HA
You an' me are the same. I don't really have a future. The only way to get a future is to sort out the present, I guess. Well good luck to both of us, I know I could use it.


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01 Feb 2009, 8:29 pm

Prosser wrote:
You feel suicidal because you believe you have nothing to live. Find something to live for


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