*Triggering* I tried to kill myself, I wish it worked.

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What you're doing is not just "only" if people decide they were to high and mighty to clean cages no body would do it and the animals would be sitting knee deep in their own fices. You are a very good and caring human being and it would be a f*****g shame and a waste if you were gone. So many people sit on their ass, fully health and capable people who are to lazy to do anything. And then there's you who's having a rough time and still finds the strength to care for others (animals are 100 x better than humans). Thanks for taking care of them, you have my gratitude.

^^I'm not volunteering at the SPCA yet, I have to wait a few months until I turn 18 (the minimum age). I know what you mean though but no matter what is going on in my life I can always find time for animals because they are the one thing that has not let me down.
I really like the cat picture by the way.

hehe ya it's mega cute *melts*

they are making babies ^_____^

I realize that I just can't look at life the way the majority of people do. I just accept that I'll never see the purpose in "the big picture" of life. Thinking about that make me feel suicidal. People take life much to seriously for my taste.

I have to find my happiness by living in the moment. It's the only thing that works for me. When I can't feel happy in the moment I just have to wait it out. As long as I'm not feeling depressed 100% of the time life is still worth living.

Hang in there and take care of yourself.

I don't feel the selfish greed, that I see in everyone around me, to get everything I want. Why should I have everything I want when there are people starving to death. Everyone is concerned with what others think of them, looking the richest, looking the happiest with the biggest smile on facebook, and they all seem to be living in fear behind those smiles. I only feel like staying alive to do good things to make the world better and only take what I need. That's what keeps me going.

... you're all right but you keep doubting yourselves (that's what's eating you up causing you pain and anxiety), life is not about reaching the highest peak it's about seeing what is in front of you and enjoying it, treating each other with kindness and just being happy, it's all very simple but people complicate it. If you chose to (for example) take care of animals as a profession and occupation then I look up to you more then a greedy ass corporate CEO of "I Want Your Soul Industries". Those people who keep on wanting more out of life haven't gotten the big picture themselves cuz in reality it is a very simple picture of well being and caring for others, those who strive for more have no souls and need yours and others consent to feel pleased. I'm happy I see the small picture, I'm happy I enjoy the little things I have and I feel tremendous and satisfying joy from the smallest things and details, I want to stay where I am. I'm me and no external negative factor will meddle in my own evolution of the self. I say f**k them if they don't agree with my lifestyle.

Good to see you posting here again Brittany.