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Dear Rebecca,

I might love you, I might not. But whatever I have, I'm not over you. I still need you in my life. Even though I know you harbor hardly any good thought for me, I still smile whenever I think of you. Funny thing, even though I'm smiling, I'm not happy, I'm resentful. I'm resentful of every other male in your affiliation. Every male you think is better than me.

There will be a day, maybe a year, maybe a decade, maybe a lifetime, you will finally miss me. I'll be ten times more than any other guy you've ever met. You will regret every word you ever said to me that could have been more. I might miss you too, I might not. We'll just have to wait and see.

But remember, even though I resent you, you're still everything to me.

-Christian

My Dear You,

You know who you are. I wonder if you read the letters I left for you while I was away. If you would communicate with me with words or sounds, maybe there would be a lot less misunderstandings. But please suit yourself. You're free to go and do whatever you please, really. You always have been and you always will be as far as I'm concerned. I hold no anger nor ill feelings about you inside. Life is too short for such bitterness. Please take care of yourself always and try to stay out of trouble. Well okay, please be careful not to get caught. You're far too brilliant to be locked away somewhere without a computer and the Internet. I'm so very tired tonight. I will write more, maybe some other time..

Love Always, Me

Dear Teresa,

You've done me nothing, but harm. I haven't eaten much, in the 4 weeks, since you've told me not to phone your place, anymore. I'm drinking coffee. I hardly ever drink coffee, but it's a lot cheaper than energy drinks. I've been listening to The Kinks on YouTube 25% of the time that I'm on there, instead of my usual 50% of the time. I've been crying, and especially since you hung up on me, the second time, two weeks ago, over the past 4 weeks. I don't need you, anymore. I don't need a part time friend. I don't need you dragging me around town, like you did last summer, when I can be doing my chores and listening to my music. Don't you ever call me, again. You made me cry.

Mick Avory

Dear You,
It really hurts. I've missed you every day since you started leaving; more now you're gone.

I believe life is like a walk in a forest. It's dark but there's things that light our way; glow and draw us toward them so we can be out of the dim: love, friendship and companionship are the light given to us by others.
Sometimes they shine so bright it's blinding... after we move on we're blinded, stumbling while we can't see... and the light still burning behind us casts its shadow over our shoulders and into the future.
And the trees ahead look so much more grim in the dancing shadows.

I can't imagine the future without the love you gave me. Of all the things I have known, nothing else has made me feel more wanted.
I'm sick of asking 'why' because there seems no answer. I wanna know 'what now' because I don't know what more there could be to live for.
I'm not going to die, but I feel sometimes like I've ceased living.
The beauty and happiness I lived for have gone.
All that seems left is the rest of my life and the shell of a man, that as if in some grim comedy, is attractive and successful.

I miss you love.

Dear Fulmen,

Please excuse my intense focus and stubborn determination with things sometimes. It's not my intention to drive you crazy a good part of the time. I love my space and time alone too. It's taken a lot of getting use to living with you everyday. But I can't for the life of me imagine living without you ever again. Whatever happens to us in our individual lives, I hope we will always remain best friends to the end of our days.

Love You Always, Taupey

Dear My Ian,

Thank you for being their when I need you. You always have good advice and say positve things while I think the worlds ending. You give me a shoulder to cry on when I am sad and pull me up when I am down. You listen to my rants about dinosaurs, space, diseases, Tekken or whatever Im obbsessed with without complaint. You always know what to say. You are one of the few who willing chooses me to sit by. Even when I prank call you and annoy you endlessly, you are patient. I am forever grateful for you. I love you as much as my own brothers.

PS thanks for all the Final Fantasy 3 tips lol.

Dear Palmer,

Thank you for being my friend longer than anyone else. Thank you for letting me trust you. And thank you for totally breaking my heart, ruining my day, giving me intense panic attacks that lasted all afternoon, making me cry, and plain ol' creeping me out. Screw you you NT perverted jacka**. (actually sent the one to Palmer)

Dear radio station, Samsung, etc:

"Hey, Soul Sister" by Train is a nice, catchy song. I rather enjoyed it when it first came out, and I'm sure others did as well. However, it's gotten absurd now. I spend forty minutes in the car everyday, and at least seven on those are commercials. Those forty minutes are not the same time or even really close to the same time each day. So how is it that I hear it on the radio at least twice a day? I'm quite sure that other songs exist, even new ones. Maybe switch it up a bit, play something else.

Samsung, is it really an appropriate song for your fridge commercial? Other companies, that goes for you too.

Please play something else. I'm pretty sick of that song now.

Thanks!

Dear moron driver,

Look. If I am already on the road before you turn the corner into it, the road rules and common decency dictate that you slow down so that I don't have to stop in the middle of the road to avoid being run over. You do not just maintain your current speed and hope that I'll somehow be able to dodge you.

Dear subsequent idiot,

I know that many people stand in the middle of three lanes for the fun of it, but I'm not one of them. I was there because if I'd gone to the next lane and on to the median strip, the driver in front of you would have hit me. Giving me a little time to cross the road rather than almost running me over (seriously, is this the new game to play?) would have been nice.

- Rachel

That goes for Alejandro, This Afternoon, and whatever that third song was you kept playing today, especially in that order. I was in my car three times today and heard those three songs, in that order, each time. That's kind of ridiculous.

Dear self, especially stomach,

It's too early to be nervous. I know you haven't been to school in a few years, so this is a change, probably a pretty big one. But school doesn't start until Tuesday, and you've got other stuff to do (work, pick up books, go to the shooting range) before then. It's not like it's happening tomorrow morning.

And for that matter, what are you nervous about? You didn't take such a long break because you're academically stupid. If you were, they wouldn't have given you a diploma (and apparent spot in the graduation ceremony) before you actually earned it. You tested out of math for college, and that was your lowest score. You got an 800/800 on your social studies test, and you don't even like that subject, nor did you study at all. They're not shooting for genius level work here.

Besides, you only have a few classes, and they're basic. Composition? There's literally no way you can fail that, all things considered. The other classes probably aren't that much harder. Look at how utterly easy the work for Sociology was. Well, maybe that's not best comparison as the teacher was painful, but she hopefully won't be teaching any of these as well (please don't let her be teaching these). It's not full time like high school was, even though it's apparently full time for college. They probably won't do much in the way of group projects, so you don't have to worry about that.

Sure, you'll almost definitely get lost on the first day, but I'm sure that's happened before. Just remember to do a test run on Monday when you go to the bookstore there. Don't get eaten by the swan.

So relax. Stomach, that especially goes for you. I'd like to be able to eat normally. Yes, not eating means you lose weight and look prettier in a bikini, but that's not the way to do it. Besides, there's cookies in the house. Are you really going to pass up cookies?

Sincerely,
Self

Dear father,

If you're so sick of everyone in this house, leave. We all tiptoe around trying not to disturb you, but you never notice that; you only notice things when they disturb you.
The financial hardship of not having you around would be less than the stress of wondering what seemingly innocent comment/action is going to make you lose your temper.
The only reason I don't say this to your face is because I know that my mother, for some reason, loves you, and that it would hurt her if you did leave.

- Rachel


Me,

You know that big room with the roof that is sometimes blue and sometimes black with stars on? That is called Outside. You like it there. When you are there, you feel happy, relaxed, at peace and clear-headed. You need to go there occasionally. The reason why you are in this state of mind is because you have been shut up inside for too long.

- Me

Dear D(butt)munch!

You are entitled to the Raid member DUMB-butt, and "MASTERY' at loosing your cool like a boob award! When you said "Screw this", it was clear to everyone that you were leaveing, and you left. Yet, for some reason, you came back, and left, and came back, and left. Instead of telling anyone you're sorry self was kicked out by someone amusing themselves, you attacked me and Kal. Well, screw you, jerk Why don't you eat you're OWN $%^, rather than suggest we take your's? I smelled enough of it comming out of your mouth!

Don't accept the invite, if you aren't going to continue in the first place! IDIOT! Simple question "Why does everyone keep inviteing (your name here)?" Why did they keep inviteing you in? It's too hard for your wee mind, to just anwser the dam question. Too many brain cells being used there. That might have hurt ya, I take it.

*raises the middle finger expression* Here's a salute to you, sir munch, for kicking Kal. out of the group repeatidly, when he has done nothing to you, and getting in our two faces like a prick. You're a wuss little coward, and it's obvious to everyone! At least consider name change to save your reputation! I don't care if you're moaning from haveing sex with the raid door! Don't be such a jerk to people who do nothing to you, and go fireing off super rude comments to random people! By the way, 36.... hello... people in our raid, could easily have booted your stupid butt. But no, someone has to be your target, without proof to back you up. Get off, and get therapy! It's a game. grow up.

Dear Poncho,

Take care of yourself first please. F everyone else. Your work is far too important. I will keep working from the information I have on hand. I do need to know if it is 47 or 67 , the distance is too important. Actually it would be nice to know whether I should include JF with the ONRA But that can wait for later, whenever you have the opportunity. Thank You!

Love Your Friend, Taupey

Dear adorable person who I'm mad at,
I am disappointed and I miss you like a flatworm would miss it's one-holed, tubular digestive system if it happened to evolve prematurely.
That doesn't sound very sentimental, but I could really use a hug from you right now.
Please drink plenty of water and wear sunscreen, because I need you healthy when you return so I can pummel you for leaving
Have fun at Jewish camp
From,
Your potentially violent wimpy nerd

Dear Creative Genius,

Please don't be upset with me. Is it because I did the Numerology Charts? Did you check everything out for yourself? It must seem strange to find out my big dream was to create a non-profit charity organization. Why do you want to hit me? You don't scare me and be forewarned, I hit back and I'm also a deadeye with dinner plates, tea cups, casserole dishes, etc, etc. Just joking, no, I'm not, well, kinda I'm joking. I would much rather give you a hug and be your friend than nothing at all. But that's up to you. You win, for now anyway. Does your Numerology Chart surprise you? It doesn't me, I knew you were a "Creative Genius" long time ago. Take Care.

Love Always, TaupeyAna

Dear Tony,

Just because your married to my mom doesn't mean that you can boss me around, or not listen to me. If I ask you nicely if you could give the car an oil change quickly because I'd like to take the car to go visit my girlfriend, that DOES NOT mean sit on your @$$ and play FarmVille for an hour, and then decide "oh maybe I should give that car an oil change." You are so f**king selfish and it's getting on my last nerve! Not everything has to revolve around your schedule. You need to give some to get some.

I have waited now 3 and a half hours for a simple half hour oil change to be completed, and you just started nearly an hour ago.

Dear Dossa, I'm not sure where you disappeared to but, was simply wondering as, I felt that we could have been friends but, I failed though..Well, may you always have serenity neverless..