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WHY THE HELL DOES EVERY JOB NEED A DRIVER'S LICENCE?

I'm TIRED
MY FOOT HURRRRRRRRRRTS.
I am to be backpacking wednesday...?
I yelled at my parents.
I can't sprint.
I want to cry.
I'm fat.
I sound arrogant, urg--ers!! !! ! (to my parents)
and I ate a ton to prepare for a hard sprint today
and I just UGH.

I'm a 28 year old flesh & blood woman who's sexual/physical prime is just around the corner. Why do I get to spend it wasting away?

Um how long have you been in this country?

I think it's time you read TBL: things bogans like you see in the feeble mind of the bogan 50% of the Aussie population it's not conceivable a person has the resourcefulness IQ even some one like YOU or the physical ability to use public transport. Far to dificult and unreliable!

In their mind a car never breaks down , gets stuck in traffic, or has an accident so of cause are 100% reliable for the potential employer . It's not helped when their conservative idols Thatcher (Maggie) confirms how pathetic no car owners are :



]Thatcher :If your over 30 and still on a bus you can consider yourself and abject failure.[*

Or Jeremy Clarkson of Top Gear fame who thinks (try telling an employer you will cycle to work ) cyclists are smelly hippies who should have had tried harder in school ha ha the jokes on him cyclists on average are better educated and have greater wealth than non cyclists!

* I think the rich Genevois (geneva people ) may have a thing or 2 to say about that where nearly 50% of journeys are made by public transport perhaps she has more favorable views of tram users ?



Thats's one indicator of how bogan a counrty may or may not be in Switzerland in "cities' of 100,000 or so they have an extensive tram network or shock horror a metro underground (Lausanne) Sydney still 'considering" one with 5 million people and here I thought it was a "world class's city " , may be when it gets one 100 years+ to late , than and only than they may receive that honour.



TBL is great because it also confirmed one of my suspicions ,their colonising inner city areas ! ! (I thought I was an anomaly) when I moved to Kangaroo Point in the 90's it was a bogan free zone with quiet Granny's and Asian students, than the bogans started to colonise the area with their barking dogs and their crappy dance music tilll 2 am in the morning. **



In the several years I spent their I never had ths problem in Switzerland though they do have splocks French (sp) ie boof heads (don't have a problem with this demographic.)


** I blame the block and it's equivalent shows you should see how they renovate (In my area) Queenslanders to not look like Queenslanders and increase it's size by 200%+ (they need that "media room" you see. another TBL




TBL is written my superior people ie uni educated people so it should be up your ally

Last edited by aussiebloke on 13 Mar 2012, 8:32 pm, edited 7 times in total.

You can start by not bothering posting here ?

What is the point of being here at WP

If you need sexing just start a "I need sexing " thread.

Their are plenty of clearskins (here) who would offer their services to you

I'll stop bothering to post if you stop bothering first.

*opens door* After you.

Of course. The cause of many problems.

Bye

editorialized version , yes.......



Don't get me started on the jobs no matter how menial and low paying it is "must have experience" what a joke I know it's not just me I have a Italian "friend" and he sees it to (his thinking of going back to Italy or Switzerland (because I keep telling him how unbogan it is )



In crazy person mode I ended up in my home village of 4000 and got offered 4 jobs full-time to! * with out trying or any experience. Bit hard to work when your fighting for your life (that's why I was on disability) stupid family.





*good luck trying to find a 'full time job" in the most un-secure work places /casual work force in the world a close 2 nd after Spain, and look what happened to their economy....

Conservatives blame clean energy for Spain's train wreck of an economy

Your looking for a job are you,you seem to struggle with this one yes?

the pieces are going to fall wherever. done holding all this together.

Sleeping 4 hours, being awake 6, sleeping 4, being awake 6 is a cycle that is going to destroy what little remains of my brain..

My face is all sore.

I feel so fat and unattractive. I'm trying to lose weight, but keep getting very strong cravings. I look at other women and I hate myself. I like women, but I don't feel like I'll ever be good enough for one. I keep self-harming because it's the only thing that gives me any relief from how bad I feel. Nobody wants to listen to this self-pitying s**t. People get mad at me when I'm like this, so I have to hide it.

Every day at School, I've been here for 12 hours. First my standard 6-7 hour School day with all associated homework, assignments, note-taking, and hamster-wheeling. Then I have Track practice for two hours, and I hate the sensation of my body sweating. It's just incredibly uncomfortable.

Then three hours of Musical Rehearsal. My director sounds like a combination of a vulture and a harpy when she squawks at us to shut up, stop talking, and practice "silent friendships" while we're there for three hours. That means no talking out of turn, whatsoever. Even I, as an Aspie, can't do that. Me plus 50 other High Schoolers on one stage suffering through tedium, rote repetition, and the stresses already experienced throughout the day are even more incapable of that feat. Of course, it doesn't matter, because clearly adults are capable of being entirely silent whenever they want to, right? I see this as an excellent foreshadowing of my life, where I'll have to shun everything I love just to "get by".

I'd use considerably more profanity and textual sobbing in this rant, but won't for the benefit of all ages reading it. Just... Yeah. I can't go on with this for two more days.

I really hate myself.

What does it say about me when I can be standing waiting in line at Barnes and Noble, someone calls next, I step up to the register, just as I'm approaching, the cashier walks away to talk to someone, and I'm standing there waiting, lost, confused, not knowing what to do or say, and then after a few minutes, I'm saying that I was waiting, she walked away, I don't know what to do, I'm confused, some other cashiers look at me, no one says or does anything, and then I wind up having to go to the back of the line, and go through the whole line all over again, because I'm just standing there ignored, forgotten, and apparently invisible, feeling completely lost and confused as a result? Still no one said anything. It's like I wasn't even there, like I don't exist.
I can't tolerate being treated this way anymore, like people don't see me, and too often when I speak, no one hears me, and if I am seen or heard, people just don't care. I don't seem worthy of anyone's notice. No matter what I say, what I do, it's never enough. I'm never enough. I can never make my presence carry enough weight to register with other people. It's like I'm not even human, like I'm not even anything, like I'm no one, nothing. I'm really, really, really tired of being this nonperson, this nothing, this useless waste of cells. I have no plans of offing myself, and even if I did, even if I tried something, I'd probably fsil at that, just like I do at everything else. Nothing to do but continue this pitiful excuse of an existence, passing unnoticed from one day to the next. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm at a loss, as I have been for long time, and nothing's likely to change for me any time soon. Last night, a tooth literally crumbled in my mouth, because I haven't been to the dentist in many years. Seems I'm starting to disintegrate, to dissolve. I suppose that's about right. How long will it take before I dinitegrate completely? When it finally happens, will anyone care, or even notice? Probably not.....