scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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nilescrane
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16 Nov 2011, 1:16 am

-7 or 8. was close to oding on pills last night, too afraid of the after-life to end my life. the very possibility that there could be an actual "hell" with sodomy and the like makes me think that even this horrible world is worth just tolerating until my natural death comes.

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16 Nov 2011, 2:33 am

Sweetleaf wrote:

Fatal-Noogie wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

Fatal-Noogie wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

-50...if anyone wants to know why, see my lasts few super annoying posts on here or my other thread in this forum. I saw no reason to bother saying more here as most people probably aren't too curious.

I hear ya! Academic stress. Money issues. Perpetual identity crisis. Vocational disillusionment. – Story of my life.
I don't feel like elaborate now, but you're welcome to continue.

I don't blame you.......sometimes elaborating can just make it seem even worse. Its just frustrating because all I really want is to be able to have the basic nessesities of life and maybe get a little enjoyment and even that seems like a completely out of reach goal. I have those things now sort of but that is only because my moms letting me stay at her house indefinatly and there is usually food at the house so I eat some of it and I still have some college loan/grant money left that I've been using for food when I am gone all day or for the weekend and things i enjoy...But its hard to enjoy much of anything when I feel how I feel, and when I know things are temporary and wont last anyways.

Are you close to getting a degree? What's your major?

No and don't have one....don't even know what I was thinking going to college.

I have a major, but I'm terrible at it or atleast I think so. my friends and family love my art but its so hard to make it look good. my art classes or so hard and seeing other people do art that's obivously beter than mine reinforces then idea that I am wasting my time.

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sodomy in hell? that doesn't sound scary at all. :lol:

about at a +3. I think I don't even want to be happy anymore. strange..

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16 Nov 2011, 2:44 am

Sextaesada wrote:

Is your avatar a self-portrait? (I ask since I'm studying art and mine is.)

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16 Nov 2011, 4:10 am

-5 everything hurts. :cry:

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16 Nov 2011, 3:39 pm

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Not really sure what to think right now. Could be better, could be worse.

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16 Nov 2011, 5:22 pm

-1

I keep having dreams where I try to hurt or kill myself.

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16 Nov 2011, 5:24 pm

+2

Unfortunately having relationship issues, but I'm keeping myself distracted via playing Modern warfare 3 and also going to meet friends and play games of Warhammer 40,000.

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16 Nov 2011, 6:26 pm

Just -8, this early night, so an improvement over the -9, yesterday night. Was sort of "okay", earlier in the day, after taking some awesome photos, but the appreciation of the results has passed, by now.

My whole body hurts, too, and one of my knuckles is bleeding from too much handwashing, and I'm very hungry, by now, as all I've had, today, has been a store-sized pizza, some candy and Pepsi Max. Going to bed hungry, though... too much work to make food.

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16 Nov 2011, 6:40 pm

mentally -4 (i have never been to -10 so i dont know where i got -4 from really). i have had a massive argument with my boss, who i think, disrespects me because of some aspie traits (i think) he thinks i have, which affects customer's opinions of our company. oh well, another day looms where i cause random social unease..

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16 Nov 2011, 8:23 pm

+8, Good day, good day

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17 Nov 2011, 12:45 pm

-5. Five weeks into physical therapy and I'm still having problems with injuries I got when I got hit by a drunk driver back in early September. Not feeling optimistic about making a full recovery. No legal recourse until the guy is convicted of DUI, either, thanks to laws in my state. Who knows if/when that will ever happen. Tired of being in pain and want my life back once and for all.

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17 Nov 2011, 12:54 pm

-8.

Look at the new "Depression" topic... you'll see.

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