scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I kept losing quite a bit in my video games against other guys online. Good thing I'm taking a break here...

{{{{awkward aspie hugs with a cup of tea}}}}} to the headache/migraine sufferers

+5

eye gotz hugs and tea!

This is turning out to be a migraine, though, so I should get my butt off the computer and go lay down.

my friend bought super smash bros so we are going to play it tonight. +7

-10. I feel totally ill-equipped to deal with all the problems I have in my life right now and am at a breaking point. My nerves are shot and I wish I could finally just get some rest.

-10 My mom is getting tested for cancer on Monday. I know she has it. Her spleen is highly enlarged as well and I bet a billion that they will need to remove it requiring highly dangerous surgery. My mom nearly died during surgery many times (actually not during the surgery itself but infections afterwards). In fact during an infection it caused a fever of 106.5 and probably caused brain damage. The doctors suspect lymphoma. I know its going to be worse than expected. I am usually right about these things. I can't be thankful for health in this family. My dad has a heart blockage and my brother is 400 pounds and will develop highly dangerous medical conditions. I am not skinny either because of all the poisons ( meds) I have been on. I am having anxiety attacks. Yesterday I was hallucinating. Nothing goes well while grandpa will outlive my parents and possibly my brother. I will be all alone. No one left. Then death will come to me. I'd rather die than be on the streets with no support. The only thing that is keeping me from being totally suicidal is my art. That is the ONLY thing keeping me alive. There is always something it seems but one of these days there won't be. If someone dies in my family art, model airplanes, or computer games won't save me. The world is fine right now. The top stories are sports and the election also that the economy is fine but not for us. That is all.

-8
It's been worse in the past
Plus it's the time of the year where I feel like time is slipping away from me.

-5
If they stay away or I can continue hiding it might be all right. If I am forced out into the open then they'd better duck because I won't hold back my melt down.

-6

After being on hold for half an hour, the phone company HUNG UP ON ME!

Very sad.

No number.

-10

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Neutral.
I'm okay. I'll probably feel more positive tomorrow. (Or later today? Early morning hours...)

-2

Got attacked by a grammar whore again. Let me describe what that.

-They knit pick your every word out for all to see. The fact that they want me to fix something so pety JUST for their ego, infront of literaly everybody, really pisses me off! In fact, that nails a big peeve right there! I hate it very much when someone hands me a "DO WHAT I SAY" condecend reply!
-They spell words out for you, to make you feel bad about yourself, and build themselves up.
-They do this to you for an audience.
-They can't cope with one little bitty typo, so they try to "fix" you instead.
-Grammer + attention whore= Grammar whore
-Abusive with words to have their way

You get my point. Thoughtless crap like their's ruined alot for me. I'm sick of being run over by some inflated egotistic b***h! Yeah, I told her a nice big "f**k YOU' to, because the whore was milking it all for her little show.

I'm feeling a little sad, I think I will go back to sleep. -3

+5 a few minutes ago for no reason then crashing to 0. For no reason

Well I was actually not feeling too bad, but now I feel like complete sh*t so try -1,000,000,000,000,000,000,0000,0000 whatever the hell number that is.